Ma Style, Ma Flava, Ma Passion.

Welcome back.

2011-07-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I last came back to this blog. Never even had a look at it. =P

Let's do some updates.

Someone told me this theory before, "Whenever you are thinking of getting or want something, you will keep seeing that thing everywhere you go. For example, if you want to buy a Honda Jazz, Honda Jazz will be the only cars on the road you see." I find it funny at first but now, all I can see are Ray Ban Aviators, Burberry cashmere scarves, and couples hugging each other walking down the streets, seeking warmth from each other to fight the cold of winter. Oh, and not forgetting the amount of smokers I noticed - 12 days and counting!

That pretty much sums up what I really want right now. But sometimes, things just will not go your way, no matter how hard you tried or how much effort you put into it. In the end, you will be the only one who understand how difficult it is to go through all these yourself.

There are so many times I just want to yell my lungs out, smoke as much as I can until my throat cannot take it anymore, or cry until my eyes pop out; but, what's the point? Will I feel better doing that? No. When there are so many problems starting popping out around me, I feel like I really need someone to talk to, to make myself feel better but as I scroll through my phonebook, I realised... I have no "real" friends in Melbourne who I can vent to. Not even ONE real friend who have a shoulder and ear to spare. There's probably one but the problem i'm facing revolves around that person. So, I guess this is just part of the new chapter in my life which I have to suck it up and go through it. Can't believe there's still something new in store for me after being here for more than two years now.

Is there any easier way to do this?

Things in my way of my TR/PR Application.

2011-05-16T21:45:00.002+08:00

Finally, I have gathered enough information for me to start with this application already.

Really hard to believe the amount of informations I need to provide.

One of the things which I need to provide is Malaysia's police check and Australia's police check.

Hmm.. I wonder if I have any records. haha

So, that means I will have to go back to Malaysia to obtain the police check OR I have the option to go to Canberra to get it too. I haven't really work out the budget needed to go to either destination and to obtain it. From my friend's experience, it is better to go to Canberra as it only take ONE WHOLE DAY to get it instead of going back to Malaysia because you never know how long will the police take there to give you a proper check without a reasonable bribe. =| Obviously, that's how things work in Malaysia. You have money, you pay more for the bribe. And what I dislike most is people tend to think this way; "You're migrating to Australia? You're rich!". In fact, I am not rich.

After months of research, I found out that the total cost needed to finance this application is around AUD$5,000. My savings so far is nowhere near that yet. There's some debts which I need to collect but I doubt I will finish collecting anytime soon. That's what happened when you trust someone, borrowed them a huge sum of money and then they just keep delaying the repayment, betraying your trust. Right now I am being pushed to the point where I don't know when I am gonna crack it. No one will like it when I crack, not even myself. But sometimes, things like this are inevitable when that someone you trust is acting like shit. Giving you excuses one after another. Making up bullshit and make it sounds like it is making perfect sense. Don't you just hate it?

3 years ago, I owe people a huge sum of money (it was a huge sum for my situation then), it just bugged my mind all day and night, especially that time when you lay down on your bed, getting ready to sleep. Yeah, it gave me sleepless nights. So, I worked my ass off, day after day, projects after projects, events after events, to freaking pay off that debt just so I can enjoy my sleep and throw all the worries away. From then on, I vowed to myself never to owe anyone anymore. I don't wana go through that ever again. I don't wana wake up everyday worrying about money.

3 years later, right now, I AM STILL worrying about money. Not worrying that I don't have enough money but worrying someone else will run away with my money. For the first time in my 22 years of life, I have such a huge amount of personal savings. If someone just borrowed and disappear with it, I don't know what the hell is gonna happen to myself.

I hate it how you have to work so hard to save so much money and then someone just come and ask u for it, without a single sweat! To make the situation worse, they don't even try to pay you back, even if it's just a little bit. This make me feel like an idiot working my ass of day and night when I owe someone. How can people live life more carefree than I do when they owe me such a huge amount of money!?!?

Right now, I want to make myself another promise. I promise never to borrow money FROM and TO anyone ANYMORE. It is so much easier to be an asshole to everyone rather than someone else being an asshole to you. SO MUCH EASIER!

I wonder when only I can enjoy my life without any worries about money...

It's time.

2011-03-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

It's time to update my blog.

Also, it's time for some self-motivation.

22 years old already. 1 year left in Australia, probably lesser, hopefully more (permanent residency).

What if I cannot get the PR, or even TR? I would be going back to Malaysia for good in next year's March.

Everyone who knows me, knows I love money. I'd do anything possible, legally, to make some extra bucks. In fact, who doesn't love money?

Realizing the fact that I am already 22 with nothing in my hands, not even a certificate of anything useful for my future, I guess I seriously need to start getting things done and it has to be right. There's not much room for mistake now nor much time left for me to start digging some gold out of this goldmine. But wait, I have dug tonnes of gold in the last 2 years but.. I spent them all. Which leads me to this screwed up situation I am in now. So, let me rephrase that, I NEED TO FREAKING START SAVING THESE GOLDS BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!

Honestly, I love Malaysia more than Australia but March 2012 is not quite the right time for me to go back for good. I foresee a better future for me here. I will go back when I finally reach where I want myself to be. I will definitely return to Malaysia some day, probably in 5-10 years time BUT in the end, it all depends on whether I get the PR or not. Rather than betting all in on a single bet, I guess I rather buy some insurance and see what happens next.

By saying that, I am gonna go get myself another job. Be it working in a shit cafe, chinese restaurant which pays like shit, or a supermarket, I will get another job.

I don't wanna give myself anymore back up plans. I don't wanna do something thinking there's always a cushion ready for me to fall on my back. This time, I am determined. Either I get what I want to achieve before the results of the PR is out, or I will be a failure to myself.

Wish me luck guys.

Show me the money, Australia.

Spring!!

2010-10-07T16:02:00.000+08:00

Melbourne 的天气终于开始有Spring的感觉了！！Woohoo~
已经等了很久很久。
本来Spring在九月就应该开始了的。
现在已经十月了才有好一点的天气。
没有那么冷了。
可以不用每次要出门都要带着jacket了。
可是还是要看weather report先啦。
因为这里一天里面可以有完四个season的。
如果天天有20度以上就很开心了。=P

这个星期天24度！！
可惜我要去做工。
如果不用做，我一定会去St. Kilda Beach。lol。

Mid semester break.

2010-10-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

Before my mid sem break, I actually came up with this list of things to do during the break.

1. Clean up the room!!
2. Play go-kart.
3. Arrange studies notes.
4. Play snooker/pool.
5. Swim!
6. Clean the shoes.
7. Sing k.

Now, 3 more days left in my break and I have only done task number 2, 4 and 5. =|
I am so unorganized!
No more time for me to finish doing everything in the list as I will be working for these remaining 3 days. =(
I guess I just have to catch up with all of it after the break. Sigh.
Sometimes I just wish I haven't procrastinated. I really have to start to get my stuffs organised.

Anyway,
let's just forget about all those and blog for now. =P

Just an update about what I have been doing lately.

I've got myself a new laptop!
HP Pavillion, i5, 500GB HDD, Altec Lansing built-in speakers, 1GB Radeon media card, and some other stuffs. I gave my old one to my mom and currently using this new one to blog. hehe.

WENT TO THE SNOW!!
For the first time in my life I seen snow! All these while I thought it was soft until I really hold them in my hands. It was actually exactly the same as ais kacang! Just without the syrups. haha. And I did skiing. It was so fun although I fell 398472 times. =P Only thing I regretted was forgetting to build a snow man. Other than that, I did basically everything. It was VERY FUN.

Had afternoon tea in the hotel I worked at.
All these while I've only been serving afternoon tea and never really had a taste of them. The department I'm in, banquets, got the team of the month in July and the whole team is invited for an afternoon tea session. The scones taste the best when they are warm! But I don't feel it's worth it if you have to pay $69 for that. I got it free, so no complaints. =P

Bought new kicks! =D
Yeah I bought another new pair of Nike Dunks. And I am planning to sell off some of my old ones already. I will post the pictures on Facebook when I get them cleaned and polished. =P Anyone interested in any of them can start booking for them already.

Ate mooncakes!
I missed the Mid Autumn Festival last year as I was here and didn't know that I can actually get mooncakes here! Although they are not sold at a cheap price but it was still worth it. The best thing is I actually finished 2 boxes of it on my own. =P I still crave for the crispy butter skin mooncake. =( Anyone wanna courier it to me? hehe

Swim!
I started swimming around end of July when I get back here. It was fun in the beginning and then it just gets normal after. But I still haven't give up on it yet and I can see results already!! Muscles that I never thought I had them in my body are actually showing up already. Haha. Get ready to see a whole new Damien when I go back.

Speaking of going back,
I bought the air ticket to go back to Malaysia already! I will be touching down in Malaysia on the 13th of January. I was surfing the Air Asia's website the other day and came across the Melbourne-KL promotion. It only cost me $175 for the ticket + all those bullshits, which means include everything. SO CHEAP! The ticket was shown as $56 only and the tax is $73. =| Tax more expensive than the ticket itself. hehe But screw it, I still get a good deal. =P Anyone wanna come pick me up? hehe

Go-kart.
It wasn't as fun as I expected and was more tiring than I expected. lol. But it was still fun though because I can finally feel the 'real' drifting. Among the lists of fastest time of the day, I got the 5th place! Only 2.5 seconds slower than the first place. =| Will try harder next time.

AND after doing all that,
I counted my budget again, only to realise that I have actually spent SO DAMN MUCH.
Sigh.
The thought about this is still bothering me. After doing all the torturing thinking, I regretted I spent so much and bla bla bla but it's not gonna help the situation i'm in now. Tomorrow I have to pay for my rent, phone bill, and buy tram ticket which is $930 in total. =| And my next paycheck will only come in 5 more days. Sigh. If only the sky would drop money instead of rain everyday. Haha

Anyway,
I've revised and counted, revised and counted and then revised and counted again my budget and finally came up with another plan for me to achieve my RM10K by the end of the year.

THIS TIME,

I AM GONNA STICK TO THE PLAN!

*P.S - Go to my Facebook to see pictures. Especially the ones from the snow mountain. =P

Out.

REGRET!!

2010-09-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haih.
Finally i'm back to my blog.
There's so many things I want to share with all of you.
But there's this one thing in my head right now that I cannot get rid of.
It's all about money, money and money.
=(

My target is to hit RM10k by the end of 2010.
I calculated my budget in July and predicted I can hit it by the end of August.
And then keep maintaining the money until end of 2010 because I still need to pay rent, food and stuffs.
Before Merdeka, I really hit my target with some extras.
So I bought a laptop to reward myself as I have to change it as well.
And then the thought of "There's still some extra money" never left my mind and results in over spending...

Finally today I realise, I over spent $1k. =(
I don't know how the hell I spend so much.
I don't remember what I spent on.
I ruined every budget plan I have.
I can't come up with another plan right now..
I'm trying so hard to come up with a new one with the new screwed up figures..
I have to recalculate my budget and hope that I can hit the target again.
SIGH.

START SAVING MONEY!!!!!!!

And 100 years later...

2010-08-14T01:03:00.001+08:00

Here I am again. =P

Well, after my previous post, I didn't really had the mood to blog anymore. I don't know why, blogging just didn't appear in my mind. hehe.

My 21st Birthday.

Coincidentally same type and colour shirts.
Like father like son.

Family.

Hmm.. What happened wasn't actually what I had in my mind before. You know, the "ideal" 21st Birthday. During the planning process, I actually found out what I wanted/dreamed for was actually too far to reach due to "insufficient funds". Just to make it sound nicer. haha. Yeah, so I looked for what I can afford and where you guys can reach easily. Because the initial plan was Redang and it is way too difficult to get all of you there. hehe. Hence, the cheap-creepy looking bungalow, less choices of food, and only one bottle of Chivas which you guys finish it in half an hour. *Applause* haha.

Having my face pushed into the cake by Lim Shan Yie and Lex Ko, and being forced to "shotgun" a can of beer and vomit twice, was actually all my first time. haha. Not forgetting my creatively-designed birthday cake by don't know which creative TT human. lol. I think I am the first in the world to get a 21st birthday cake decorated with a drawing of middle finger and a message that says DAMN YOU!!

Here's my world record birthday cake.
LOL.

Right when I was pushed.

And after.

Even the presents are special! That thing that babies put in their mouth (I don't know what's that called), the coca cola glass with 2 sticks of Dunhill Lights in it, the nicely-scribbled glass, THAT CAN OF BEER, Ah Fai's jeans, all the snacks, instant noodles/coffees (just to make it look like I got a lot of presents, haha) and last but not least, the Parker pen. Oh! And that crazy game you guys played; tryin to throw something into my mouth just so I can continue to open the presents? Remember? haha. And the party poppers to surprise me AGAIN when I open the real present.

Although it's not THE perfect 21st Birthday celebration I imagined but I still enjoyed it, A LOT.

All in all,
I just want to say Thank You to all of you guys who took the trouble to come to my party and celebrate with me, and also those who wished me.
Thank you very much.

You guys just had to make all my birthdays memorable,

in a very odd way.

But I like it.

Thank you.
=D

The sneaky thief in my party.

2010-06-21T07:58:00.000+08:00

It's just money that you want right?
We are all friends, why you cannot just open your mouth and ask for it?
If you're really in a desperate situation, I'm sure we can help out.
Afterall, everything you stole is not even worth RM2K.
It's what saved inside the phone that's important.

I still cannot believe after spending half of my fortune into organizing my party, there is still people who wants more. And to make it worse, you're one of us. Good friends. Best friends. Family. Brother. Sister. This is the way we treat you, and you are paying us back with such actions? Leaving the house key and my car key outside is not because i'm stupid. It's because I fully trust everyone in the house will not do such things. IT NEVER EVEN CROSSED MY MIND. And you little desperate thief just took that trust we built for so many years for granted and play your tricks?

Honestly,
I don't want to even suspect anyone because EVERYONE have the possibility for being the thief.
I don't want to know which one of my close friends I've trusted for so many years is the one.
I feel bad even by thinking that any of you is the thief. I wonder how do you feel about yourself.
Proud? Happy? Rich?

We are not stupid, just to let you know.

We didn't check thoroughly yesterday outside the bungalow because we don't know what to do when we found the stuffs. I don't know how to make you get off the stage(xia tai). That's why I didn't get involved in the checking. If not, I would have checked places like the cars, the pockets in the clothes kept in the bags and even your underwears. And I'm sure all of them standing beside you yesterday have way more better ideas on where to look for it. You're not lucky because you escaped. You didn't even escaped. We let you go. So, I suggest that you come to me in private or anyone you feel comfortable with, and give back everything you took. This way, only one person will know that you're the thief and it's way easier for you to get off the stage in front of one person rather than a whole group of people.

Here's a shoutout to everyone. If the thief comes to you, just take the stuffs and don't reveal the identity of that person to anyone, even me.

We will keep your identity as a secret.

I don't actually want to know who are you but I really need the phones back. It contains some very important information that I need when I go back to Aussie and I don't know what Cindy has in her phone but I'm sure she will want it back too. Please.

If you still feel you are part of this family or friends, please, Help us by giving us back the stuffs and we will try to help you back with your problems.

Maybe it's time for me to update my blog a little bit.

2010-06-05T01:04:00.001+08:00

Hello readers,

I know I damn long didn't update my blog already but sorry lar. I'm just not in the mood. =P This must have been the longest period of time I didn't update anything here. For the whole May, it was empty. My bad. hehe

Let's start with school. The most boring part.
Finally, this semester is ALMOST over! What's left now is just a telephone interview which is a part of one of the assignments and I need to submit my log book which I used to record how many hours I've worked since February. And then, I'm officially FREE!! =D But one thing that suck is that half my class is gonna quit the school because of their own reasons. Some cannot afford, some don't like the school and teachers, one of them getting married! and two of them going back to their country. Sigh. The paling boleh tengok one in my class also quitting and she's one of the two who is going back to their country, Sweden. Next Saturday we will have a party to celebrate one of the classmates and my birthday and also their farewell. Sigh. It sucks to say goodbye to someone whom you might never meet again in your life. But it's just another process in life that came sooner than I expected.

The blonde one on the right and pretty one on the left is going back to Sweden for good. =(

Work has been my way of killing time for this semester. I know it sounds wrong but I just love to be there. Because there, I have people to talk to, I have things to do, I get paid and I have friends! They are not just any other colleagues that comes and goes in my life. They are really a bunch of people that made me really comfortable around them ever since I came to OZ. Most of my time here are spent with them right now. And one of them are going back to Adelaide after I leave here to go back to Malaysia. Another one that I might not meet again for the rest of my life. Sigh. But couldn't be helped. Just need to go through it.

Jyoti, my bestie at work and the one leaving. =(

Maybe they are not the people that I will cry because they're leaving, but still, I still feel kinda sad with the fact that they are halfway around the world/country. Afterall, they are few of the first friends that I have ever made here. Anyway, lessons from previous experience, CHERISH & APPRECIATE the remaining time together. =D

And the most exciting part, 10 days!! well, actually 9 days now. haha
I'm finally going back to Malaysia! =D
Somehow, these few months here didn't make me feel as long as my previous trip. I remembered the last time I counted how many days left until the day I fly, it was 40+ days. And now! It's down to a single digit. haha Which means I am actually enjoying myself and that's why time passes so quick. =P Anyway, I cannot wait to go back and enjoy the 34 degrees sun and sweat everyday! I'm so sick of the weather here. 9 degrees currently. And also the food that I will be having everyday! omg. I feel hungry everytime I think of it. haha. And i'm very looking forward to KL Tower dinner, TT Night 2nd PNP, my birthday party at Port Dickson, all the trips that I will be going, and of course, TT Actual Night. Feel excited just by thinking about all these.

My Birthday Party.
First of all thanks to my dad who booked the bungalow for me and is helping me to find a caterer.
Yeah, the bungalow is already booked. So, no turning back now. All of you have to show up no matter what. Whoever that is planning not to come, change your plan and come. haha. And all that's left now is my birthday cake, catering and a place for my family to stay. =) Let's hope everything will go smooth that night and most important of all, everyone enjoys themselves and that includes me as well. =P

I've been spending so much on shopping recently. For the past one month, I've bought so many stuffs I couldn't actually remember all of them. haha. Now let me show off what I bought. Since I spent so much money on them, I should have the right to show off, no? =P

2 Levi's Jeans.

Clot Gasket.

Levi's Shout It Out T-Shirt.

Adidas ObyO X Kazuki X Neighbourhood Zivil Courage T-shirt. <3

Gucci Belt.

Puma Suede. <33

Adidas Chile '62 Jacket.

Lacoste T-shirt.

Stussy X The Hideout(XXXX) T-shirt.

Giordano Jacket.

And these are the puma suedes some of you asked me to buy.

Been spending money like dog as you can see. =P And there's more to come. There are a few more things to buy in my list before I go back. hehe. Maybe I should buy myself 21 gifts this year? What do you think? haha.

Anyway,

I got to go now. Tomorrow have to wake up early and go continue shopping. lol.

And again, a quote from Chua Jackson, "Long long blog one time, one time blog long long".

Haha

Goodnight and see you guys in 9 days! =D

Sudden urge.

2010-04-25T23:51:00.001+08:00

Don't know why, I just suddenly feel like I should update my blog a little bit.
It felt like it's been a long looonnnnggg time since the last time I blogged. =P
So here's some update about myself.

For the past 1 month,
I've been shopping like mad. Which is something I shouldn't have done but heck, I find it difficult to control myself especially since there's so many sales and discounts going on in every store. Sigh. Actually I think that's not the main reason, it's just an excuse. The main reason is, I've hit the target for my new year resolution already! 5 digits of RMs. Most probably that's why i'm spending the "extras". As a result, I ended up spending too much and saving too little. So from now onwards, NO MORE SHOPPING until I go back to Malaysia in June. Those who benefit from my shopping spree, congratulations. haha. Because those who didn't get anything, don't expect to get something from me until I go back. This time i'm really determined to save money already because i'm planning to buy my own car next year! I don't wana get a second hand car. I want HONDA JAZZ!! And the price of a Jazz here is so damn cheap compared to Malaysia. It's only $18K while Malaysia is selling for RM110K which is around $30-35K. Almost double the price of what I can get here. So yeah, decided to buy it here and now it's just a question of when. When am I able to save that much money. The target for myself is end of next year! Wish me luck guys. =D

My work's going pretty fine now. So used to it I can do the job with my eyes closed. haha. That's exaggerated. I'm just trying to say that i'm used to it and everything's well. The only problem I am facing now is i'm sort of like erm.. lack of motivation already. Just last month I was so pumped up and look forward to working everyday so that I can earn more money but for the past 1 week, I've been kinda lazy and just don't feel like working. But I didn't cancel any shifts from my boss though. It's just that I don't have the "oomph" to go to work anymore. Everyday go to work and just waiting for my shift to end or the break. Sigh. I hate being like this. I need some motivation!! Can someone out there help me? =(

Before I forget,
I will be throwing myself a Birthday bash for my 21st! It will be at a bungalow in Port Dickson on the 19th of June. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED! Starting at 7pm until as late/early as you like. =D Foods, drinks and room are provided by me. So just make sure you bring your ass there, have some food & drinks, have fun, stay for the night and leave the next day. I don't want any drunk drivers to be driving back to KL in the middle of the night. It's will be sad if any of you happen to got into an accident and died. But it will affect me even more because every year for my birthday, I will remember so and so died because of my party. haha. So, please just stay for the night and leave the next day after breakfast. Oh, breakfast for the next day is also provided. How nice is it eh? =) So if you're not booked for 19th and 20th of June, I AM BOOKING YOU NOW! See you in PD.

I'm losing weight like KRAZZZYYYYY now. haha. I don't know why but it just seem to be happening. My housemates keep asking me questions about me losing weight everytime we meet. We didn't meet everyday, maybe once a week or lesser. Even my colleagues are saying that I look smaller in size compared to LAST MONTH. haha. Aren't you just jealous? =P Maybe it's a good thing but maybe not. I might just turn into someone much better looking when I go back and all of you would not recognise me that time. It would be fun if it turned out that way.

Here's a latest picture of me take during CNY 2010.

If you can see it, good.

If not, forget it.

OH! BTW,
I AM TOUCHING DOWN IN MALAYSIA ON THE 15TH OF JUNE!!
A shoutout to all you bastards that keep asking me when am I going back when I already told you a million times. =P

See you guys soon. It's just around 2 months left until I go back. Be patient and don't miss me too much.

Signing off~ =D

Another turning point in my life.

2010-04-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

As you guys always knew, I didn't have a life here in Melbourne.
All the time it was just class, work, house and classmates who only likes to drink.
But right now,
My life is turning 180 degrees from what it used to be! =D

In my house,
I never really have common topic or anything to talk to anyone in the house.
I just felt it is so hard to communicate with them!
But not anymore.
When I got back here this year in February, some changes happened.
A lot of shifting in and out happened when i'm not here.
And then there came these 3 new girls who is talkative.
They're like a link bridge between everyone else in the house.
So now,
I don't eat in my room anymore. Instead, I spent 3 hours just to cook and eat in the kitchen with my housemates. =P
And, we're even planning to go on a road trip to Great Ocean Road before summer ends!
Even more, we're gonna have a house party in the coming public holiday which is ANZAC Day. =P

Other than in the house, I've got people from my work place.
They're another bunch of people who are fun to mix with.
I seriously enjoy working there right now.
Maybe i'm still not sick of it only. haha
During our off days or public holidays where no one is working,
we'll go out together for a movie, shopping or meal.
The bond between all the workers are so close. It's like.. family.
I mean they care for everyone else as though they are family.
They help each other and everything without expecting anything in return.
Even the Manager is like that.
He will take off his coat and help us carry chairs and tables. haha
How cool is that?
They're the best bunch of people i've ever met in a workplace.

So now,
I got kaki to play snooker, kaki to watch movie, kaki to go shopping and still looking for kaki to dance, go karaoke and mahjong only. haha

I GOT MY LIFE BACK! =D

Bili Bala.

2010-04-05T02:19:00.001+08:00

*TT humans. PLEASE read the third paragraph before you decide to close this page and not read the all words post. haha =)*

Don't know what to put for the title because I just wana post something but don't know what to post. So.. whatever lar. haha.

These few days boring like hell. Good Friday, then Easter holiday until tomorrow, Monday. Four days of public holidays back to back. Which also means 4 days without work back to back. Gonna be bored to death already. Tuesday only commence work again and I can't wait to go back to work and earn more money! haha. There's still a long way for me to go before I hit my target. And my freaking boss is only giving me 16 hours for this week's shifts. Sigh. Everyone in the hotel is getting lesser and lesser hours. Maybe there's not much functions already lar. Hopefully things will go back to normal and I get more than 40 hours per week. =P I noticed I sound kinda stupid asking for more working hours. But it's all because of the pay they're giving me per hour. I just couldn't resist it! haha. I don't like to work but I love to see the paycheck coming in. So, that's my main motivation now. =P

Last week I went and attend this LA Hip Hop class in a studio called Passion. A word that actually mean a lot to dancers. The studio is damn classy and stylish at the same time. Don't know how to explain but what i'm trying to say is, the studio is damn cool. haha. My class is just exactly like how Angku described to me when I asked him. Chase beat like dog, clean and sharp. haha. But it's damn fun! Haven't actually trying to learn 'kek shui' steps for a long time already. Ever since Elaine's "Circus". =P Having damn a lot of fun again in dancing and i'm thinking of going to the Intermediate class tomorrow after finishing the Beginners class. See which one got more things to learn because both also different instructor.

One thing I realize is KL is having SO MANY Flashmobs now! Well, it's "called" flashmob but what they did totally went against the flashmob rule. Flashmob is a crowd suddenly broke out to do something together and when finish, everyone/dancers just leave the place or continue doing their own stuffs WITHOUT cheering, clapping, etc. Saw the flashmob done by you guys in Pavillion and Maison. From what I see, that looks more like a performance instead of a flashmob lor wei. So, since this year's TT night's first PNP, we're gonna do flashmob, I suggest we do it the right way instead of the "promoted Malaysian flashmob" way. Well, speaking of which, I won't be there for the first PNP this year though. But I still want it to look great! Instead of flopping a whole flashmob, why not just do a usual performance?. Because damn malu lor if recorded it and post into youtube saying "FLASHMOB" when it's actually a performance. It's like posting a video about football with the title that says "BASKETBALL". It will only make us look stupid for doing something that we aren't actually sure about what it is in the first place. So, I suggest that if you guys wanna do it, do it the right way. If not, resort back to our usual performance/street tour for the PNP. That's my opinion on our very first TT Flashmob. =D

Anyway,
All the best to you guys in First PNP!
I won't be joining you guys and still not sure about the second PNP.
Still waiting for the date to be confirmed.
And I will definitely be there on actual day!
Can't wait. =D

Accident.

2010-03-30T11:23:00.001+08:00

Woke up this morning with the news of another accident.
Not just some minor accident but a very serious one.
One motorcyclist dead from that accident in involving my friend AGAIN.
What's up with all these accidents recently?

Driving fast is fun and it may bring you to your destination for like 5-10 minutes faster?
But when shit like this happens, not only it makes u can't reach your destination on time and even worse, it may bring you to hell even faster.

After driving for so many years, haven't you guys notice no matter you are driving at 90km/h or 140km/h, it takes you about almost the same time to reach the destination? Maybe the difference is up to 10 minutes but so what? You rather save that 10 minutes and risk yourself with a possibility of ending up dead FOREVER?

Better late than never.

It's never too late to change but don't wait until it's too late.

LamboMyvi BJL 8638. - 2

2010-03-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Well, as I said, I will blog about my car.

Had that car in my hands exactly 3 years ago which is 29th of March 2007.
I still remember that day my dad asked me to go to our neighbour's house to get something.
I wanted to cycle there but he asked me not to and I was like "Why can't I cycle there?" and left with a grumpy face.
Walked over to the house, which is just one street next to mine =P and I saw a Black Myvi in there. BJL 8638! Same car plate number with my dad's car! What else it could be? haha And then got the car, went back with a smile driving that car and fetched Kevin and Jasmine around the garden for the first time. And then I went off to find my friends. I remember Tee Liang was damn jealous of me when he saw me coming to fetch him with that brand new car. haha And Kimberly was in the car too that time if i'm not wrong. hehe We went to QQ at BBK for supper.

That was the very first time I drove Lambomyvi. Well, this name actually came from Tee Liang's Fenari(Kenari) and I want to have my own, and so, the Perodua Myvi became Lambomyvi. haha

With Lambomyvi, we went to ALOT of places. Let me TRY to name them all. haha
Klang. Of course, duhh~ haha
Subang.
Damansara.
Kepong.
PJ.
USJ.
Selayang.
Gombak
Setapak.
Kemuning.
Serdang.
Sg Long.
Puchong.
Bukit Jalil.
Putrajaya/Cyberjaya.
Nilai.
Banting.
All the shopping complexes in Klang Valley. haha

Out of Klang Valley.
Port Dickson.
Malacca. - Twice!
Johor.
Seremban. - Twice!
Genting. - Twice!
Kuantan. - Twice!

Can't remember where else already. Help me think and let me know if I missed out any! haha

But what I really meant to say was I really enjoyed having this car. It had became part of my life ever since I don't know when. And it made me so lazy to walk and take public transport anymore. haha Finding parking was never a pain either. So short car and it made me look like i'm damn good in parking. All myvi drivers will definitely agree to this! Except girl drivers ok. Somehow girls are just naturally bad at driving except my cousin - Adeline! She's a F1 racer. lol.

Anyway, here's some picture that had the car in it. Just for memories. Good memories. =)

Okay. I know the pictures are messy but it's a pain to try to move them around and sort them out. So, bear with it lar k? haha

LamboMyvi BJL 8638.

2010-03-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

The car has been sold off due to problems that are not worth fixing and stuffs.
I was gonna blog about my car but i'm too tired already. Maybe next time.
Anyway, I don't feel good although I know my dad sell it for the better but still, drive 3 years already sure got feel wan ma.

R.I.P LamboMyvi. =(

28th March 2007 - 20th March 2010.

Tipsy.

2010-03-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. Just the right time.

When I suddenly felt like going to Maison and get tipsy this morning, I got half of what I wished for tonight. lol. It's weird you know. I never have the feeling to drink. I mean alcohol, but suddenly today just feel like doing so. haha

Had a house meeting just now and got to meet everyone else that's staying under the same roof as me ALREADY. Yeah there's 15 housemates and there's been a lot of shifting in and out when I wasn't around. So, after the meeting we cleaned up the kitchen together. Gotong royong like that or else it will stay dirty forever. haha. And then this Malay guy from Indonesia took out a bottle of white wine and offered us because he don't drink. Pure Islamic guy. haha. There I go, drinking my first glass of white wine ever in my life. lol. Pinot Noir Chardonnay. It tastes oh-kay. I don't particularly like the taste but I don't hate it either. So it's still acceptable. haha.

I get to eat Nasi Lemak today! Woohoo~ My mom cooked it and I visited her yesterday and came back today. Damn nice man. Very long didn't have nasi lemak already. The last time I ate that was in the plane on the way here and that nasi lemak in the plane sucks. Well, you know, Air Asia. haha

And I've been working like a dog these days but I feel it's all worth it. Will save that money and pamper myself really soon. =P As I said previously, I've got 41 hours shift last week but unfortunately, I only worked 33 hours. See? That's what I meant by them cutting my hours short. Sigh. This week I've got 48 hours shift. HOPEFULLY, they let me work all of it. haha

Gotta run already. Tomorrow's shift is starting at 12pm.

Goodnight! =)

Arrive at work too early =/

2010-03-09T06:27:00.001+08:00

Sigh. The title says it all.
Am supposed to start work at 10 but got here at 9.
Gotta lepak around for half an hour only go in and change.
If not go in so early also don't know what to do in the changing room.
No place to sleep somemore. =(

Well,
More updates about Melbourne.
Everybody's moving on as though nothing happened 2 days ago.
Shops that were damaged is opened the day after and Southern Cross station that was damaged has also been operating again. All the cars that I see after the hail is damn funny. The whole car have small dented circle all over it. Yeah the hail was that strong. Even a annual festival was forced to shut down for cleaning. They did the cleaning overnight and everything is back to normal the next day. How great is that? Lol. The only thing that is not back to normal is the damn weather. Well, maybe its normal in Melbourne to have such weather. I suppose it's still summer now but the damn weather is 14 degrees this morning! I was shivering in the bathroom. Haha

I've got like 41 hours of shift this week. That sounds really good to me but hopefully they won't ask me to leave earlier anymore. They always put extra hours in the roster to make you happy but in the end, they ask you to leave earlier because the job is done. Shit. Screw it. Looking forward to payday. =P I think that should be around end of this week.

Gotta run now.

Melbourne hit by thunderstorm. =|

2010-03-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

For a second it was like a nice, cool, cloudy day and in a blink of an eye, POOF! Strong winds over 100km/h blowing, heavy rain started pouring and worst of all, golf ball-sized hailstones started falling!

This shit happened today when I was about to leave my house for work. The hail lasted for about half an hour then it continues to rain. Everywhere in Melbourne is flooded. Trams not operating and cab drivers don't wana drive into the city because it's bumper to bumper everywhere. Ended up I have to walk all the way to the Melbourne Convention Centre. Babi rain. haha Took me 1 hour trying to catch a cab but to no avail and then took me another hour to walk all the way to my workplace IN THE RAIN AND FLOODS. Sigh. I feel myself sibek "jit doh" ar.

But luckily today easy shift. Ushering for Whitney Houston's concert. =P Get to watch her concert for free and they even pay me for it. haha

I guess you guys are more interested in the hail right? haha
For news and video, click here.
For pictures, click here.
And these are pictures taken by me.

All the white white stuffs on the floor are actually hailstones.

This is the view from my room's window. Usually this area is empty.

It was really interesting though. First time i'm experiencing such a wild hail but once is more than enough. It caused so much trouble to everyone. There are even people turning up for the concert with one side of the heels missing because of the flood. haha.

Anyway, I'm glad today is over and i'm still in one piece. =P
Very tired right now. Gonna jump into my bed and sleep until tomorrow's evening. haha
Bye~

Work, work, work, AND WORK.

2010-03-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

The new update for blogger's posting style is cool! lol.

As all you guys all knew, I've got the job at The Hotel Windsor.
Very high class, worthy of the 5 stars.
The back of house is HUGE.
Walking from one end to the other all the time confirm will make me thin. And that's what I have been doing for the past few shifts.
People there are very nice. The supervisors, colleagues and even the boss are nice.
No one scolds me even if I do something wrongly, because I just started. Best excuse ever. haha
But most of the time i'm not wrong, it's just that the way they do stuffs are different from what i've learnt before.
So, i'm learning their way of doing things now. The 5 star way. lol.

The only thing is that I am not getting enough hours to work!
It's been almost a week now and i've only got like 19 hours for the past week.
Sigh.
One of my colleagues said maybe because i'm still new.
Hopefully, later on I will get like 40 hours per week.
Because my target is still very far away. =(

On my first day of work, i've already made friends with all of them. Finish work that time, I even went and played snooker with one of them. A guy from Hong Kong. My first friend from Hong Kong leh. haha He say until damn lansi like he's damn pro. Invite me to play loser pay. But ended up he lost to me 3 rounds straight. haha I still have the skills although I stopped for like a month. I don't even know there's snooker centre here in Melbourne but you can't blame me for that. That snooker centre is damn hidden inside Chinatown. Like watch "gu wak zai" movie ar, go into those dark dark alley, take the stairs, dirty dirty like that, go up only reach wan. haha. But the environment and people in the centre are nice. Not a lala place. haha

Anyway,
I'm going to bed now because I gotta work some more tomorrow.
And hopefully I will get more hours to work! haha
Kinda weird to hope for this. lol.

Signing off. =P

CNY in my house.

2010-02-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

Nah.
If you guys didn't get what i said 2 posts before.
This is what I meant about the babi bakar, duck, chicken, fish and all. haha

Yummy!

Yayy!!!!

2010-02-22T19:51:00.001+08:00

Well, I just said yesterday that I will blog about my second interview soon but there's no need for it now. =P

Because I've got the job already!
Just got the confirmation call from the Manager today and I will be commencing work from this Thursday onwards.

YYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYY~~ lol.

Wish me luck guys. =)

I want to post something.

2010-02-21T20:02:00.002+08:00

But I don't know what to write.

Suddenly feel like blogging again. haha

Just now go blog stalking again, maybe that's why suddenly wana blog. haha

Stalked Bra's cousin's blog just now. Sibek leng lui. haha

Chatting with Ah Fai now. He say this year Chinese New Year very SIEN. Of course lar, I'm not there ma. hahaha.

Why this year TT never go 拜年?

I know for the past 2 years is planned by me but why can't somebody takeover? haih. Send a few SMS-es, make a few phone calls ma kautim already lor. Is that very difficult? Or everyone's phone don't have credit? haha. Open one or two angpau-s go reload lar. Everytime also this person wait for another person, then that person wait for another one and the list goes on and on and on.. then in the end, nothing will happen. Chinese New Year left one week only ar. Those of you that read this, I don't know lar, if got heart, sure will plan wan. If not, buat tak tahu and continue waiting lar. Wait for me to go back next year then we one shot 拜 two years 年 lor. haha. I'm sure most of you agree with my suggestion wan because everyone wants to save the trouble of calling everyone ma. Right? =P

I've seen a lot of pictures of 年初一 uploaded already. Damn got cny feel! Made me damn jealous.. =\ Not that my cny is very bad and boring this year but it's just not fun enough. But at least it is not as boring as I thought it would be lar. =P I'm only lack of gambling and firecrackers! Other than that, I have it here. haha. So all you babi-s eg. Andy Goh, Jet, etc. stop teasing me! lol. You guys don't have to rub it in. I know my cny isn't as good as yours but at the very least I still enjoyed myself. haha. You guys go get angpau from your parents and say it's for me lar. Make sure they put AUD in it ar. lol.

Speaking of AUD! Have you guys ever opened an angpau and found out inside is actually AUD notes? No right? Awwww. How sad is that? Aren't you bored of Ringgits? haha. Just kidding alrite. Don't take it personally.

Anyway, I had an interview the other day, during the third day of cny. Most probably getting the job already. Right now, i'm just waiting to be called for second interview and FUH! 38 hours per week! I'm looking at ALOT of $$ here. hahaha. Missing out this year's cny will be SO worth it, if I get this job. =P

So, wish me luck and keep your fingers crossed.

Oh ya, tonight is the night my family's gonna 拜天公. Damn. I miss the babi bakar! I don't know how to say it in English so.. as long as you understand. lol. And the duck. And the chicken. The fish! The fish-shape jelly. The the the the the red eggs. The................ dragon eggs? haha It's the firecracker lar. And the 红袍! Sigh. Anyway, I think i'll go to a temple tomorrow to 拜拜. Should be one or two in the city. Will look for it. hehe. In the meantime, hope my family members enjoy the process and whoever that wants to get some free GOOD food, go to my house NOW before 12am. hahaha

Just now say don't know what to type.

Mana tau start typing only don't know how to stop already. =P

Anyway,

Goodnight and sweet dreams.

Will blog about my interview again when I get the second interview. =P

Bye.

Here we go again~

2010-02-20T22:25:00.003+08:00

AGAIN!

My beach addiction started. =P

This time not Redang already.

This time is THIS!!

Damn nice leh. lol.

Sipadan Island in Sabah (031's hometown).

World ranking no. 4 diving site.

I'm planning to get a diving license and go to Sipadan during January 2011 before Chinese New Year.

This year's CNY haven't over I already start talking about next year's already. haha

So, who's with me? =P

Happy Chinese New Year!

2010-02-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

well, this is my first time using my BB to blog!
Yeap! I've got a BlackBerry Bold 9700 for myself! =P

This cny, I thought I won't be celebrating it already wan but then my mom decided to come to melbourne and celebrate with me. Woohoo~
Its my first time not celebrating it in Malaysia but at least I'm still celebrating it with my family rite? =P

My initial plan was not to buy any cny clothes but then until the last few days, there's like a sudden urge to AT LEAST buy a set for the first day lar. Actually its just another excuse for me to buy the Puma First Round Skate. =P

Anyway, if you want to see the pictures, go to my facebook!
But I suggest that you don't make yourself jealous wei.

Happy Chinese New Year to all of u!
If wanna gamble with me, just video call me! Hehe
<3

Random.

2010-02-07T15:13:00.003+08:00

Nothing to do today.

Laze around again. =P

Suddenly feel like blogging after reading alot of blogs. =P

Night crawlers's TT actual night song playing in the background.

Now only realize mix until sibek weird. hahaha

Don't know why I suddenly develop a weird habit of reading anonymous blogs. Just now I read a blog of a girl name Jacqueline. A Malaysian in Stockholm, Sweden to study. Kinda interesting because she talks about her life there, being with people that she never thought exist in her life and listens to language that she doesn't understand everyday. haha Then I thought, if she can enjoy herself in that type of situation, WHY NOT ME? At the very least, I understand the language that they speak here. hehe

It's been like 4 days since I came back to Melbourne and I still haven't finish unpacking. My room is still as messy as always. And I haven't start my slimming down plan YET. =P That's not because i'm lazy okay. It's just because I spent the last few days catching up with my friends. Spent damn alot on my phone's credit lar. I'm thinking of getting myself a BB. =P It costs like 69 per month only with unlimited usage. That's like 3 hours of my work per month. Maybe I really should get it since my Samsung's condition is damn teruk already. hehe

I thought the bet to slim down with Rain, 31, Jet, Roo and my brother will actually works as a great motivation for me to go exercise but that's not the case now. I don't know why. My laziness got over my discipline. =P And i'm thinking to get myself an iPod nano as another motivation and promise to myself but it seems like kinda expensive for a motivation. Maybe I'll get it when I have earned enough money for me to spend like water. =P

Oh, and when I was talking to my friends the other day, we came up with another new year resolution. I told them about my 5-digits-by-2011 thing and one of them said, why not I change it to something like "We'll go shopping on 2011 WITHOUT LOOKING AT THE PRICE TAGS!" haha Kinda difficult to achieve that but it's not impossible rite? haha I remember on of my primary school teacher, Mr. Venu, once said "Aim for the moon, even if you cannot reach it, at least you'll end up on a tree." Something like that. haha So if I aim for that and I couldn't reach it, at least I can go shopping looking at some more expensive price tags. hehe.

It's Sunday today, should I continue to lazy around? Or clean up my room and get the laundries done? I don't know. =P Well, i'll see what happens later when I finish my dinner. Gonna go cook my dinner now. hehe Oh ya, surprisingly, my cooking improved! I don't know why but they just taste nice when I came back this time. lol.

Btw, I came across this picture yesterday when I was looking back at all the old pictures. I love looking back at them for old times sake. I really should move on and leave all that behind already. Anyway, enjoy the picture and guess who is it. haha

Don't you think this looks like Momentous Logo?

hahaha

2010-02-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

For those of you who are still living in your own world without a care about anything else (like Angie, hahaha), I have already left Malaysia and back in Melbourne already. =) Even Mun Yee's MOM know when i'm leaving and even prepared something for me to bring to Melbourne leh. What the hell were you doing ar Angie? haha Maybe lar, when I finish checking in already, boarding the plane in like 5 minutes time, only you sms me and ask me what time i'm leaving. haha Next time rite, wait until I reach Melbourne already, shit, eat, sleep, wake up all already only sms me lar wei. hahaha When I receive your message that time I also blur. How to reply ar? haha

So, stop living in your own world and try to notice more things around you guys lar.

This trip back to Malaysia was fun but not as fun as last time already.

Well, things changed, people changed, everything changed, including some roads also changed already. haha I noticed myself also changed already. =P

That's what happen when we reach the point where everyone's priority is different already.

We ALL change for the better, and for ourselves' sake.

That's something good though.

Although I don't feel appreciated as much as before, although I don't feel I am as important to you guys as before but I'm happy for all of you who have move forward and lead your own life.

For those of you who are still stuck at some point in your life, go get a life. hahahaha

Maybe that's why coming back to Melbourne this time wasn't as difficult as before already. Was it a good sign? or was it a bad sign? I don't know. All I know is as long as we're still keeping in touch with each other, it's a good sign. =)

I'm thinking we should come up with something like "TT Day" or something. So, we could all meet up at least once a year just to catch up with each other or do whatever you want. (Elaine will smack everyone up once in a year. hahaha)

Anyway, I will be back for this year's TT and I wana dance for Ex-TT again!

But just a small part lar ok? Because I will only be back for like 3 weeks? haha

So, who's in for a small part of dancing and a big part of catching up this coming July? lol.

Take care guys.

Stay alive till I get back. =)

TT is a Drug.

2010-01-27T01:46:00.007+08:00

TT is like a cigarette to a smoker.

When you see it, you will have the intention to want to join in and be part of it.

When you join in, you cannot live without it. You will think of it all the time.

And the only difference is that every smoker would want to quit smoking at some point.

Whoever that tries to quit will know how difficult it was.

But TT is different.

Until its members reached a certain point of maturity, the need of quitting will rise and it would left one no choice but to just let it go no matter how hurtful it will be.

TT humans will not even thought of quitting this wonderful family unless forced to do so.

TT...

It all started with awkward auditions and introductions, then the harsh training, then the world's-most-satisfying actual day, then all those pointless training at college hall, then performance/competition at the real dancing world, from staying scattered around Setapak into living under one roof, and all the little things that made people feel the maximum happiness.

*I personally think that our bond was strengthen during the harsh training period. Boycott people together lar, kena scold together lar, share jokes and gossips together lar and etc.*

Everybody knew it wasn't easy for me AT ALL when I left TT last year to study overseas but nobody knew how I actually felt during that period of time because the feeling is almost unimaginable. Until this year when some of them decided that they have to quit and move on in their own lives, that's when they know what kind of hell I was going through.

But, although I have been through that tremendous pain, I still couldn't help those in need; those that are quitting. I don't know what advice I can give them. I don't know what I can do for them to make them feel better. All I can do is to listen to them whine about everything. I'm always a listener.

I don't feel good when I look at someone crying in front of me because he or she is gonna quit. Most probably is I know exactly what is going on in their mind and their feelings. I always felt like crying together but that is not going to help anything or anyone. I could just try to comfort and tell them the truth, about what they will face in the process of quitting. Just so that they will be ready when it comes.

Anyway, no matter what happens or how many people are left in the gang, I still love TT. Each and everyone of it, those that left already, those that are leaving and those that are still there. None of you are forgotten and I wish I would not be forgotten too no matter how far we are apart or how little we meet.

Every TT member will always be 'trapped' inside TT's cage.

TT will bring to you heaven,

Lets you enjoy your time there,

Do everything you've ever wanted,

With people that feels the same way as you,

But,

When you're at the peak of happiness,

Reality will slap you down straight to the worst of hell.

And maybe,

Your friends who used to enjoy with you in heaven,

Will join you in hell,

Slowly,

One at a time,

And maybe,

We will all meet up again in hell!

*I'm sure we will make the best out of it even if it's hell.

As we always said,

"We don't need no specific location or time to sohai!"*

LOL.

Hello. Anybody there?

2010-01-20T03:13:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to myself! For nothing.. =|

This is actually the first time I didn't get any complains for not updating my blog.

Which means there's no readers coming to my site already? =|

But anyway, it doesn't really matter.

I just wanna spill something out here today. =P

Tomorrow, 20th of January 2010, will be one of my quite important day leh.

I just realised, all these while, I never really went after someone before. Not even a face to face confession. =P How great is that? LOL.

And tomorrow, I am gonna confess to my most recent crush face to face and the weirdest and greatest thing about this is, she's one of my BEST-EST friends leh. Best sampai tak boleh best lagi that type. Haha

I don't know whether i'm gonna pull out last minute or not but then my another BEST-EST friend already gave me ALOT of support through MSN just a couple of minutes ago.

Well, I don't actually expect an answer from this confession though. I'm just gonna let it all out instead of keeping it all to myself. I don't wanna regret in the end of the day because she didn't know how I felt and maybe, MAYBE she also got feeling towards me leh? haha That's what i'm hoping for but then some people say that i'm aiming for something impossible. But other than those bastards, there's still some supportive people who are the majority. Means the chances are higher? I don't know. Haha but I also feel she will say NO in the end so i'm not putting too much hope in it. I just don't wanna regret when I wake up the next morning or rather, when I leave here again.

So, this post is actually pointless. It may serve as an update to you guys perhaps but it's like a DARE to myself. Because after I posted this, there's no escape for me anymore. No matter what, I will have to confess tomorrow. I already skipped a chance the other day when we went for a 3 days 2 nights trip. So, regardless of how nervous I am tomorrow, I AM GONNA SAY IT! =))

Support me guys, and wish for the best for me. =P

Oh btw,

I will only be in Malaysia for another 12 days only. A big BIG SIGH to that. =(

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

2010-01-02T19:18:00.003+08:00

New Year, New Everything.

Another year has passed and another has come.

Which only means that I am another year older and that doesn't feel good. =P

There's so much that happened in 2009.

So much memories were created and friendships were formed.

It's not a bad year for me actually.

Achievements

1. Worked my way up in the event industry in Malaysia during the beginning of the year. Never thought I will be able to earn that much during that time. =P

2. Participated in TT Night 2009 and performed together in the perfect performance. It will be one of the best memories as Maximerz might be the last TT that all of us performed together.

3. Went overseas to study and didn't fail the semester. Although it wasn't as easy as I thought before but still, it's an achievement.

4. Performed on Sg. Wang's stage with TT Crews name. It sucked during practice because it's been almost half a year since I last danced but the results was satisfying as always.

Failures

1. Failed TAR College during the second last semester and withdraw without a Diploma. 2 years wasted just like that.

2. Broke up. =P

3. Still smoking. =\

4. Disappoint my family before I fly to Australia in July. Spent too much time with friends.

5. Unable to patch back the broken bond in TT family. I tried since the beginning of 2009 eventhough there's alot of discouraging words from senior TT family itself that says it's worthless but in the end of 2009, I realised. It's really worthless when one is helping a bunch of people that are not even helping themselves.

That's all I can think of now.

2nd day of 2010,

Had breakfast with my cousin, Adeline.

She's back from Singapore for just 2 days and her time is packed.

We haven't met since 6th of June 2009 and it's almost half a year till we meet again today.

And that's it. She has to go get her hair done and spend time with her family and friends already.

The next time I will meet her will probably be my birthday.

It sucks when you can only meet someone you were so close to before only ONCE or TWICE in a year.

So, what i'm trying to say here is,

APPRECIATE ME SPENDING TIME WITH YOU WHEN I'M STILL HERE.

Happy 2010 guys.

Get your New Year resolutions done! =)

Peaceful Christmas Eve.

2009-12-24T19:12:00.002+08:00

First time being alone in this huge house.
Only I realised how silent this house could be.
I can even hear the faint sound of the fan.

I don't know why I wanted a peaceful christmas eve this year.
Just felt like it.
So many plans to club and stuffs but then i'm just not in the mood.
I just want to gather with some friends and hang out at some cafe or restaurant to have a drink and talk.

Stayed at home whole day already.
Gonna go out soon for dinner and some drinks and I guess i'll be home early tonight.
Depends on what plans came up later. =P

Merry Christmas readers!
Have a good one! =)

Announcement!

2009-12-17T04:46:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK!

Really die already this time.

Chiam Elaine blogged more frequent than me man!

Where can!?

Ishk.

Sorry lar but since I came back from Melbourne, I terus disappear from WWW already.

I DON'T NEED TO LIVE IN THE INTERNET ANYMORE!

My life life here is totally unlike the one I had in Melbourne.

I am not the lifeless bastard anymore! And i'm so glad about it. =)

Came back around like 2 weeks already.

Really damn freaking happy for just being back here, eating Malaysian food and breathing Malaysian polluted air. haha.

All of you sure feel weird why I like Malaysia more and ask "There not nice meh?","Not there nicer wan meh?"

I also don't know how to answer lar actually.

THERE is nice but DAMN BORING.

It's all because I still haven't really found FRIENDS that are suitable for me.

Everyone that are close to me also know that I am the type of person that hates loneliness one lar. Loneliness is my biggest enemy.

All TT humans always say, "TT human go until where also can survive wan lar, also can find friends wan lar."

Honestly, it's not as easy as all of us thought of lor.

I realised that it's very VERY difficult for ONE person to make friends with a group of people. The pattern was always the other way round. It is much more easier for a group of people to make friends with another group of people.

But from my friend's experience, he said first year is always like that wan. Which actually made me feel really relieved. I thought I was a goner for sure. The time has not come just yet. I will get there soon. It's just all about the timing. =) I'll be fine.

He asked me last month when I was still in Melb, "You like msia or melb more?" I answered, "msia of course." and then he said he's gonna ask me the same question 1 or 2 years later. I'm sure the answer will be different by then, I hope. *fingers crossed*

Well, sorry for letting my blog grow spider web again~ =P

I doubt I will be updating it as frequent as before already because I DON'T NEED INTERNET TO LIVE ANYMORE. My life here doesn't require internet as much and I love it that way.

So, as I have told you guys before, I will be here until 02 February 2010, yes, no Chinese New Year. Course resumes on 7th February. No choice.

My phone number still remains the same and I too, still remains the same.

Call or text me anytime. =)

I TOTALLY LOVE MALAYSIA! =P

3pm.

2009-11-29T10:54:00.002+08:00

It's 2pm now.

3pm - WORLD'S SUPREMACY BATTLEGROUND!!!!

WOOHOO~

Leaving house soon already. Waiting for Kevin to mandi only.

See, I invite all of you so long ago. Until today, got my bro with me only.

Tipu people wan lar you all. Say wanna come visit me, visit until go where already? haha

Now don't care you all already. We're gonna enjoy watching Melbourne's Battleground!

You all go turn on Astro and watch Astro Battleground lar. hahahaha

Bye.

At last!

2009-11-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

WAH!!!

At last finish MOST of my assignments already. All the big big wan all kautim already. hahaha

Now left a few small wan only. =) I do all the BIG ones do until I wan chisin already man. Really cannot tahan. Give me more I sure vomit wan. haha

Tomorrow Kevin coming already lor. Sien. Have to go airport during midnight to pick him up. hahaha Can't wait for him to come so I can go eat some Malaysian food. My friends no one wana eat. =( hehe

Like sibek long didn't blog already. Seems like I lost the touch to type words without thinking already. haha Now don't even know what to type. =P Oh ya, I bought green colour Dickies shorts! Buy with Angku wan. We go shopping together - in ebay. haha Sibek nice this shorts. Damn comfortable lar. Just like the Dickies you guys gave me. And I thin already leh. I buy the Dickies size 36 but then damn loose. The Dickies you guys gave me also damn loose already. If I didn't wear belt, can drop down lar. haha Like last time finish Momentous that time. VERY THIN. hehe I need MALAYSIAN FOOD to grow fat back!! Who wana DHL Ba Kut Teh to me? Pleaseeeee... haha

Angie! Faster come Melbourne! Then we can go eat Malaysian food together everyday and build C172 Melbourne already. lol.

I MISS KANGAROO!!!!! She go Taiwan only like sat zhong forever already. Pokai. Faster find me when you see me online. Sibek long never chat with you already. haha

Tonight I 9pm have to sleep already man. Tomorrow 6.45am working, 5am have to wake up. =|

Who wanna wake me up? Malaysia 2am only. haha Maybe I wake up that time MOST also haven't sleep lar. Wake me up ar if you haven't sleep.

Call my handphone - +61413991367

Ribuan terima kasih. haha

Now 6pm, wanna go cook, eat, mandi then sleep already. haha

Hey da~ (means BYE in Swedish)

I'm starting to know a bit of Swedish and French already. =P

Now I miss my air cond.

2009-11-10T12:45:00.001+08:00

At last, Melbourne's weather changed already.

From damn cold until damn hot.

A little bit not used to the sudden change of weather.

These few days couldn't sleep well because kind of warm in my room.

And only got one small fan/heater.

Switch on the fan like never switch on anything only.

The wind not strong at all. haha

But the heater damn strong.

I still don't know I prefer cold or hot.

Cold that time keep on hoping it becomes hot.

Now so hot keep on wishing it becomes cold again. lol.

Right now the weather hotter than Malaysia already leh.

It's 33 degrees here and Malaysia only 31 degrees.

Sigh.

Can it be hot in the morning and change back to cold at night or not?

Because if it's so hot, I really cannot sleep man.

Maybe I should go buy an air cond.

The standing type wan.

Then hot or cold also no need scared already. hehe

Today got restaurant class. Need to be waiter and not being paid.

I'm gonna skip the class because i'm starting to have migraine because of the weather.

Sounds like an excuse only but then really kind of lazy to do anything lar today.

Let me take a break lar after last week's crazy-assignment-week.

This is gonna be the first class I skip for restaurant man. haha

But it's not like i'm gonna skip class and go sing K or cyber cafe or go play pool.

Skip class, stay at home, and rest only. Sibek kelian. haha

Last time skip class no need scared nothing to do wan.

Now skip class really want find thing to do also cannot. lol.

Maybe it's fair lar.

Maybe all the extra fun-s i've had last 2 years, already covered my fun-s here already.

Enough already lar, rite? haha

Have too much fun also another problem.

So better don't have too much, agak agak can already. hehe

Today I wana be a fai cai.

What also don't wana do.

Full day rest! =P

Then tomorrow start to work with assignments again.

After this week, I AM GONNA BE FREE!!! - of assignments. haha

Think of it also happy already.

We all plan want to go to alot of beaches already after all the assignments.

They say the water there is really really clear and with alot of sharks inside wan. hahaha

So, wait for my pictures lar. =P

Since young already crazy beach already. =P

Assignments.

2009-11-03T23:43:00.004+08:00

HAIH~

Can I just go to bed now and then my assignments will all be miraculously completed tomorrow when I wake up? I wish.. =|

These 2 weeks really damn alot of assignments man. A lot until I wanna shit also no time but today I shit 2 times already. haha. I chisin already lar. Do ASSignments do until chisin already. hehe. Actually my assignments not difficult wan lar. It's just that there's A LOT to type. Some more must put them in nicely constructed sentence so must think think a bit. 2000 words man. Not easy leh. But at least, now do assignment not do until dulan lar. Not like last time do assignment, sibek dulan. haha Now do assignment quite happy leh when finish that time. Because like finish one assignment equals to finish organising one event already. Only never really go and execute it. haha One person kautim all the planning for one event leh. If you tried organising event before, you sure know how difficult it is wan. But still the same words, I'm doing something I like now, at least. Not THAT difficult. So, don't mind me. I'm just here to complain a bit then continue doing already. hehe.

KEVIN'S COMING TO MELBOURNE TO FIND ME!! YAY!!

I think nicely wanna bring him go where play already. haha

Go see penguin parade, then some more got luna park, melbourne aquarium, melbourne zoo(free) and last but not least, WORLD SUPREMACY BATTLEGROUND! haha

If you wanna know more about what those are, google it lar. hehe

And we're gonna go shopping~ =P

Can't wait for him to come. hehe

Alright. Gotta continue doing my assignments already. If not when delay until kevin come that time I still haven't finish ar. hehe

Oh ya, almost forgotten, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, LAU BU!! =)

I miss all of you A LOT!

Take care! =)

The power of technology! =)

*Added

Just finish another part of my assignment. See this. haha

Click to view larger! I do until a bit boring already. So, change a bit. lol.

W.E.I.R.D

2009-10-26T15:17:00.003+08:00

The weather in Melbourne is damn weird.

Like people always tell me before I come here.

That they have all 4 seasons in 1 day!

Really true man.

Morning can be sunny and just nice temperature, looks like a perfect day, then afternoon terus change and become damn hot like summer, after that strong winds start to blow and the temperature will start to drop all the way until night time.

Really make me a bit chisin already.

Because in Malaysia when we go for lunch, we always look for places with air conds lar, shades lar, ice water lar and so on..

Here!? Sibek different.

Last week we had our lunch in the park opposite our school.

Sit on the grass where the sun shines and ENJOY the sun.

Sibek weird rite? haha

But it's kinda fun though. Never try this before. haha

Last Tuesday, we went to the beach again, not the same beach, another one in St. Kilda.

Because the temperature was 27 degrees which is damn nice. hehe

But the wind that day was sibek strong.

When the wind blows and the sands hit your body, it's really damn painful man. haha

That day, we found a small flag that says "HOT" on it and we took some pictures with it.

One of the girls put it in her bikini and take picture and wanted to send to her bf.

But then she changed her mind and asked me to put on the bikini and take picture because I got the chest hair. haha

Then she sent it to her bf and her bf replied "SEXY!" haha

Sibek sohai.

These coming 2 weeks is gonna be very crazily hectic for me. Sigh.

Assignments are all due in next week and the week after.

Gonna rush like dog already. haha

Today only finish a test.

Luckily I passed because I didn't do enough revision. =P

Not I don't wana do but then I can't log into my online study web page from my house.

Like got a bit problem lidat.

But anyway, as long as I pass. hehe

So, if you guys never see me online or cannot find me, that doesn't mean that i'm dead okay.

I'm just rushing my assignments. =)

That's all for now!

Here's the picture...

Enjoy~ haha

Muscle Pain..

2009-10-18T11:42:00.004+08:00

Damn long never feel this tired already.

Today sleep until 1pm some more.

Damn syok. haha

But my muscle damn pain today.

From my shoulder to fingers and thighs to toes. haha

Stood for the whole day yesterday and carried heavy things.

A bit regret I agreed to work double shift with the agent last Thursday.

Didn't know it would be so damn difficult wan.

Some more work with the stupid Atlantic group.

Sien.

But now,

Damn happy because it's over already. haha

Don't feel like doing anything today.

Just wana stay at home and laze around.

So, to pamper myself today after working like a dog yesterday,

I ordered pizza online and gonna be delivered to my house in half an hour time.

Woohoo~

Damn malas wana do anything. haha

Order pizza delivery here damn easy.

Order online, pay online and when the pizza come, terus makan. haha

What also no need to do. <3

And I damn malas wana shower also lar.

Yesterday night come back too tired already so didn't shower.

Today whole body muscle pain, malas wana shower. =P

Sibek miss last time in MU, Roo keep on scold me ask me shower.

Now got no motivation lar.

See later got mood or not only shower lar. haha

I feel recently I damn like to pamper myself with food lar.

A bit sot already. haha

That day interview, get the job already, I go eat Italian food and a kind of ice cream called Gelato with friends to celebrate. haha

2 days before that, I didn't get the job in Old Town Kopitiam,

I cheer myself up by buying Starbucks and go watch movie with friends. haha

Today eat pizza some more. lol.

I wonder next time will be wat. =P

Gelato.

I had the yellow colour wan - Mango flavour.

Damn cun!

Oh ya,

Yesterday night I dreamt of something.

I dream that i'm going back to Malaysia the "next day in the dream".

Damn happy until I go tell all my friends that i'm going back - in the dream. haha

But wake up only realise, cheh, dream only. haih~

Final Destination 4 is finally out in Melbourne!!

I wana go watch lar.

But most of my friends say disgusting and don't wana watch.

Pokai betul.

3D some more man. Confirm cannot miss wan. haha

Later I wana try to call them again see they wana go or not. =P

It's a must-watch movie!

I bet it will be better than transformers 2. =P

K lar. I wan go rest for a while until my pizza come already.

Got human online, msg me lar. I think I will reply wan today because i'm not going anywhere.

If I didn't reply, means I sleeping lar. hahaha

Bye Bye.

Muka waiter. haha

DULAN AH DIU!

2009-10-17T21:21:00.004+08:00

HAMKACHANNNNN!!!!!!

SIBEK DU KAO LAN! OH LIN!

First time work kena treat until like dog wan. niama.

At first taut today work will earn alot money and damn happy already wan lar diu.

I expected to work whole day d wan.

early morning 7am already leave house, now 12.30am only reach home.

Morning and afternoon go work at the horse racing stadium.

sibek easy job. waiter only although quite busy but still easy.

Evening and night, go work at Atlantic[V]. Pokai.

Melbourne's top event and food&beverage company man. Oh lin.

Listen already sibek shuang.

At last got chance join Melbourne's best already.

LC!!

Of course Melbourne's best lar diu!

Treat worker like dog lidat.

Hamkachan lar.

The plate 70 degrees expect people to serve nicely some more ar?

Pay people 20 dollars an hour means got the right to torture people already lar?

Niama. Apply that time already tell u I first time wat also dunno wan lar.

Some more say no problem.

Now I cannot take 3 plates because too hot and too heavy, pulak kena scold.

CB! Sibek dulan!

Some more kena scold in the kitchen in front of everyone.

Malu dao. Oh lin.

No more next time already ar diao.

If in the future I got event company in Melbourne ar,

I sure cheong sui this lc company wan. hamkachan.

Wait bankrupt lar diu!

ISHK!!!!!

I WANT GO BACK MALAYSIA WORK EVENT WITH MEP AR!!!!

haih. duwan think so much ar. sibek tired d. going sleep now. goodnight.

2 Years

2009-10-16T11:51:00.003+08:00

Wah lau!! I was going through my old blog - the Xanga one - and I found this post which I didn't post it. That time I was planning to write it and post it on the day I fly but mana tau forgotten about it until now. haha Now read back a bit funny lar. =P

Enjoy!

It's been two years since i came to Setapak, KL for college and these two years are the best years of my life. The memories i had here cannot be bought even if i had a billion dollars.

I want you guys to know that EACH and EVERYONE of you are special to me.

DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS, ONE SIMILARITY.

You guys are unique in your own way.

You guys gave me memories that no one else could.

And right here, I would like to thank all of you for being with me through my ups and downs during these two years.

Kangaroo - You are the one i sayang the most. I don't know why. haha AND you are the lamest among all of us. You're the champion. lol.

Shan Yie - I treat you like my brother. You really had taken good care of all of us and stop curi people's food! haha

Ying Ying - You are a big pokai and yet, i like it when you are one ~~except the ffk part~~. lol.

Leon - You did a really good job in teaching us dance. You are amazing. Don't forget me when you are already a big time superstar.

Angie - Please keep fit. haha! I'm sorry for being a jerk when you were the program master and thanks alot for my 19th birthday planning. It was wonderful. You're a great person.

Elaine - Please be more gentle. LOL. You are a very pretty girl but you're too rough and sometimes it really scares me. haha

Kent - Please don't change your alien-shaped-head. I will need that to recognise you when I come back. hahaha

Bra - Your voice ar, I tell you! I'm really amazed of myself when i realised that i can actually tahan that under the same roof as you. lol

Ying Wah - Tell your boyfriend don't simply draw map. hahahaha

Lemon - Stop collaborating with Bra's voice. MU will collapse. lol!

Rain - zukut zukut bom bom tak! ANYWAY, caoguliu! haha the best word creator and the best DJ among us.

Ah Fong - The sickest and funniest fella i've ever seen in my life. Pure joker. haha thanks for everything you've taught me.

Alex - Hope that you'll find another smoking kaki when i'm gone. lol!

Ah Fai - Please stop being a latecomer. hahaha i'm gonna miss your teeth. LOL!

Bryan - I miss you and i want to see your daughter! You're damn steady and i respect you! All the best with your business in Johor.

Ken - I miss you too and i really hope i can see you do 2000 one more time before i leave. hehe

Woon Woon - You saved my life once, i owe you. =) I'll repay you by teaching you air-trek when i get back. hahaha

Jacob - When you host a food TV show, remember to tell me. I'm NOT GONNA WATCH! hahaha just kidding. You've helped me alot and I appreciate it. =)

Jackson - Crazy tutting hand. Can i chop it off and exchange with mine? haha

Angku - I cannot stop laughing when i'm with you. You're the greatest joker. *do the moving lip action* hahahaha

Joshua - ospdfakie fsakjhdfjkhp sdkajhfoh wfskjdf askjf (Korean language) hahahaha

Jolene - I'm still wondering do you even have bones. lol!

Kayu - When are you gonna show us your air-trek? I don't mind if tsunami were to hit TARC. lol

With all of you, we did countless of stupid, funny and happy things together. All the memories are carved in me.

And.....

I will miss dancing together with all of you on stage.

I will miss the time we practise dance together in college hall.

I will miss the time when we had durians in Titiwangsa.

I will miss staying up whole night to play counter-strike and pool/snooker.

I will miss singing Ham Ka Ling with all of you in Greenbox.

I will miss watching movie with you all in a cinema or kent's room.

I will miss working together with you all.

I will miss lala's ffk. haha

I will miss sleeping with the girls in big room. hahahaha

I will miss swimming together with you all and watch Angie drown. lol!

I will miss our Kuantan trip + BraMa's sambal.

I will miss our Kelantan trip too + Kao Jam & Fried Bee + Elaine's expression while playing game. muahahahaha

I'm dead after Elaine sees this. haha =P

CLASSIC.

~~IwillalsomissBOOMBOOM!!SHAKESHAKE!!NOWDROP!!LOL!!~~

I will miss Tesco's weird counters and cheap flip flops! haha

I WILL MISS YOU ASKING ME TO FA QIAO WHILE LYING ON THE BENCH!!

I will miss our midnight yamcha session.

I will miss going to genting just to yamcha with you guys.

I will miss celebrating anyone's birthday together.

I will miss the surprise you guys gave me during my 19th birthday. I can still feel the touching feeling right now.

I will miss performing in canteen 2.

I will miss doing stupid things with you all.

I will miss posing in a mall with you all.

I will miss Elaine's punch. hahaha

I will miss Bra and Lemon's voice.

I will miss C-17-2.

I will miss Kangaroo's Mom. (The Picture) hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

I will miss chatting with you guys through msn eventhough we're under the same roof.

I will miss dancing Ha-Chiu when someone sneezes. haha

I will miss Kangaroo's laptop password. (oldtown) wtf!?!? hahahaha

I will miss practising dance in MU.

I will miss being thrown into the pool in Alpha during my 18th birthday.

I will definitely miss throwing bra into the swimming pool. hahaha

I will miss dragging the girls to mamak during midnight.

I will miss Kenny. (Bra's coursemate that drives the orange car) lol!

I will miss Angku and Jackson's IQ questions.

I will miss D'mamak corner, BRJ, and Steven's corner.

I will miss taking stupid + bboy + family picture together everywhere we go.

I will miss kap lui together with you guys.

I will miss the time when we go see Ah Gua at Chow Kit and bang motor. haha

I will miss TT actual nite.

I will miss TT's Audition.

I will miss TT's training.

I will miss Kao Chat (1.70). haha

I will miss the leng lui's ass on stage that made our head go left,right,left,right,left,right. hahaha

I will miss fake licking my hand and scare you guys.

I will miss farting in the lift when we're together. hahaha

I will miss pasar malam.

I will miss sleeping at college hall's corridor with you guys.

I will miss everything that we did together.

AND I AM DEFINITELY GONNA MISS YOU GUYS!

THANK YOU GUYS. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO AND WHICH ROAD YOU TAKE.

I WISH THAT THIS IS NOT THE END OF OUR FRIENDSHIP AND PRAY THAT OUR PATHS WILL CROSS THROUGH EACH OTHER AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN...

TILL FOREVER.....

IT'S VERY VERY SADDENING LOSING ALL OF YOU, ALL AT ONCE! ='(

I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER. NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE YOU GUYS.

So, please take good care of yourselves and don't die too early so that we'll meet again. LOL.

For those whose name are not listed in here, you are still my friend. It's just that maybe we're not so close and I want this post to be special to my closest friends.

And for those who don't understand what this post is. Don't worry. You're not stupid. Most of it are just inside jokes. =)

Thanks for being understanding.

I miss this too!

Miss me?

2009-10-09T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hello guys,

Miss me or not?

I know you do.

haha

I became damn lazy to blog already. Maybe not lazy but most of the time, I don't feel there's anything for me to blog about. Now everytime I wana blog also must think what to write. Last time just keep on writing and writing only. Don't know when to stop also. haha There's nothing that made me really happy to blog about and nothing really sad to blog about. You guys are the ones to be blamed lar. Like set my limit to be happy or sad to be extremely high and now I just feel that everything is normal only. Maybe it's a good sign also lar, because I don't feel sad. =P

Few days ago, I went to a studio man! And took up the hip hop class because I suddenly feel like sibek wana dance. Damn miss dancing. I went to the hip hop intermediate class because I feel i'm better than beginner and not good enough to be in advance but mana tahu, they combined the beginner and intermediate class together. So, it's kind of boring. The steps they teach quite gay also lar. haha Sibek miss Elaine de 'kek sui' step. Lidat only got challenge ma. haha Finish the class already I came back still feel not satisfied then buta buta lidat, I TER-choreo toprock set, in my room. =P Quite chio man. Not only toprock but one whole bboy routine leh. haha

Sigh.

Came here not long that time, very confident lidat say I already let everything go. But from the way I act and the things I do now, I really feel I haven't even let anything go yet. Haven't even change a single dot. I think because there's nothing here that makes me really want to do it and have fun doing it lar. The only thing I like here is when I study and learn about events. Other than studying, I really feel there's nothing else for me to do already lor. My classmates's way of having fun is drink, drink, drink and drink. hkc. You guys know I don't drink de lar, join them also not to say sibek fun. Okok only. They don't go to club also wan, always go to pub or bar only because the drinks there are cheaper. Sien DXLJ!!

Despite that, we still got go to other place de. But everytime also damn little people go only because THERE'S NO DRINKS! ishk. Really can drink until die man they all. haha

After the Royal Melbourne Show that I talked about last time, we still got go to a beach called Frankston Beach. If you guys got see my facebook then you guys will know lar because I posted the pictures there but I never blog about it. hehe Show you guys the pictures here now lar but if wana see more please go to my facebook. =P

不知不覺已經來了三個月。Lala應該還要寫blog來講3 months anniversary了kua. 哈哈

現在我的第一個holiday已經過了。讀多兩個月的書又holiday了。真的sibek想回去。不能再等了啦。我差不多天天都在想回去的時候要做什么。Idea多到我自己都忘記了一點。=P 可是我現在沒工作啦。不懂來得及存錢沒有。如果存不夠的話，你們每個都沒有souvenir了咯。 hehe。

中秋節的時候你們去了genting慶祝。看了那些照片，我覺得我sibek可憐因為沒有的跟你們一起。可是我也很久沒有慶祝中秋節了。So,不是很大的影響。hehe 可是我想念的是跟你們在一起的時候啦。不管做什么都好，要在一起就開心了。講真的,我真的很難跟我這里的朋友真心的大大聲的一起笑。因為他們每個都讓我覺得他們很假。haih~ 不懂在這里我要等到幾時才能遭到真心的朋友。有可能是明天，后天，下個月，還是永遠都不會遭到。我不懂。

可是！！我已經跟那個studio的幾個人shake個hand,intro下自己了。希望他們就會是我未來的真心朋友啦。希望他們就是我一路來到再找的人啦。=)可惜的是，原來我的Q614的housemate不是很friendly罷了。到現在，我們講的東西都是一樣的。每一次都一樣的。Sien. 可是我感覺到他們是很好人，很真心的問HOW ARE YOU??? 不像我的classmate，問是為了禮儀而已。有時候還來不及答，他們就快快的continue他們要講的東西了。真的是pokai到！！！哈哈。我的housemate是問了你，站在那邊，眼睛大大的看這你，等到你答他的。sibek多時間慢慢來答。根本不用趕。可是有時真的不懂這么樣答，不懂要跟他講下心事還是跟他講我很好為了逃避他。哈哈。

K lar. I feel I blog damn long already and I think alot of you sure read until sien then didn't read already rite? haha Write again next time lar.

Goodnight!

I miss you guys very very very very much.

Basketball.

2009-09-27T03:16:00.003+08:00

Just now ngam ngam watch NBA videos on Youtube.

Then click click xia, saw La Salle Klang's basketball competition wor.

My secondary school.

It's my juniors competition.

Watch already suddenly miss the time when we play basketball last time.

When we are on our top form.

Play at La Salle's bball court and Southern Park court.

I still remember last time got a short period of time,

we control Southern Park court wan, because that time no team can win us at all.

That time all of us really damn top form.

Shootings, Rebounds, Assists, everything also damn coordinated.

Damn miss that time my shooting, 'chiak pan' wan, sibek accurate. Never miss wan. haha

XBD. - Extreme Break Down.

A stupid name that William came up with. haha

But we used this name for everything.

Counter Strike, Meteor, and Basketball.

Sibek miss last time when XBD challenge the Jenjarom team in basketball during recess time.

Whole recess can no need eat, keep on play basketball only.

Play until the time over already still never stop, because too kanchiong already.

Have to decide a winner. haha

XBD and Jenjarom team are rivals in 3 on 3 basketball.

But when we all play for school team, teamwork become damn good some more.

Sibek weird. haha

Still remember last time XBD always lose to Jenjarom wan.

Got win lar, but damn little.

Like play 10 games, win 3 games only.

Sometimes also Jenjarom 'pang cui' (give chance) wan. haha

I remember that time in Form 2.

We play on Friday afternoon before school start.

Play until school start already some more playing because the game haven't end.

Ended up almost all of us kena warning letter. haha

All because of that babi 367 - Saranjit.

I think I didn't show my dad that warning letter or maybe I did.

Forgot already. haha

Anyway,

Suddenly feel like playing basketball again.

When I go back to Malaysia,

I should find them out to play basketball again. lol.

XBD - Damien, Teh Jie Sheng, Jason Loke, Chong Kheed Dee, Andy, Lim Soon Sayn, Bernard.

Jenjarom - Teh Seng Yong, Nui Zhi Hao, Loo Hock Yeaw, Ang Ling Ding, Lee Hock Keong.

Come Come,

XBD challenge Jenjarom again!

It's been more than 3 years since the last time we played.

At last..

2009-09-25T17:11:00.006+08:00

我最近少了一點blog罷了。

不用complain到這樣多的。哈哈。

At last, i'm on holiday already.

Time really flies man. I still feel like it was yesterday when I left from LCCT airport. In a blink of an eye, already 2 and a half months, another 2 more weeks already 3 months man. Sibek fast! Like that already finish my 1st term of studies. After another term, it's gonna be looooonnnnggg break! haha.

This 2 months plus, really made me improve on a lot of things man. Most important de is communication. Now I feel like I already can make friends with anyone, anytime, anywhere already lar. Does this mean i'm used to this place already? I don't know but still, it's a good change.

One more thing I improve wan is my cooking man. Before I came here, I think I know how to cook maggi and fry egg only. Now I sibek chio! Last few days I cook fried rice man! Woohoo! Now cook rice, cook porridge, vegetables, fried chicken, all no problem ar! lol! Now I cook no more 'chau ta' already lar. Sibek know how to control the fire and timing already. The frying pan at last accept me as his friend already? haha

My holidays so far not bad lar. First day of holiday already go to friend's place to party. There the Pakistani friend I talked about last time. He just finish 'puasa' wana make party. Originally, his house already damn nice wan lar. For that party, he and his friends go buy strobelights and disco lights man. Lagi cun! Made the whole house feel like club only. haha Some more got timber floor, if bboy there sure damn nice wan. But I didn't try because that night drank a bit much, and drunk already. Forget what is Bboy already also. hahaha

Speaking of Bboy, that day I too free, bboy alone in my room. Sibek sien. Train 來 train 去 also that few skills. Not enough space to train footwork some more. No feel at all ar. But at least, still can bboy already considered good lar. My skills still never deteriorate okay. I still feel my toprock damn nice and L-kick still cannot hang forever but got hang extra 0.3seconds kua. haha

Yesterday, I went to the Royal Melbourne Show with classmates! It's something like a carnival like that but got theme park wan. Feels something like Genting lar because yesterday quite cold. haha But the rides here all damn chisin wan. See already also scared. Their roller coaster ar, is like u know in Genting, the Spinning Cup, sit in the cup and will spin de ar. Yeah their roller coaster is like that wan. Spin and Ride at the same time. You all know me de lar. I don't dare to go wan. haha Ended up didn't go for that ride but I sat the one like Roller Coaster wan but end up sliding into the water de. Oh ya! Before that ride, we went and watch a race called "The Angie Race". hahahaha It's actually "The Pig Race". LOL. =P Sibek funny see the pigs running around, some more dive into the water.

Right now I blog until here only lar because it's time to go cook my dinner already.

I wish I know how to cook Nasi Lemak or Ba Kut Teh lar. haha

Nah, for those of you ar, everytime complain I didn't take pictures show you all, lansi you all wan ar, see now lar. haha

The disco light I mentioned earlier.

Angie, Bra, Ah Rain and (thinking) Leon lar.

*Since his name like never appear in my blog before de* haha

This is the ticket counter man! Sibek nice design.

I still got wear the Red Dickies de okay. haha

He's a gay. =|

Last but not least,

My leng chai picture. haha

P.S. I didn't go there with only 3 'ma-lat-lou' ar. Still got a few girls de but then I still haven't get the pictures. I'm not turning into gay! haha

Bye!

Miss all of you!

Rain.

2009-09-21T19:29:00.003+08:00

I just went out for a cigarette just now and it's raining and it's very cold.

I don't know why all of a sudden, I remembered an incident almost around 15 years ago.

I don't think anyone else will remember this other than me and Adeline. I'm not sure whether Adeline remembers it or not either.

That time, i'm still a very little boy.

I remember that day I was staying at my grandparent's house in Pandamaran.

That day, in the afternoon, my last uncle came back with a lilttle puppy, white in colour, very cute.

I remember he said the puppy came to the car wash centre and see so cute and not owned by anyone, ma bring back lor.

That day Adeline and I played with that puppy.

Very happy.

Then that night, we put it in a box with some cloth and place the box in the kitchen.

I slept in my grandma's room that night.

In the middle of the night, the puppy was barking.

Woke me up from my sleep and I told grandma that it's very noisy and I can't sleep.

So she woke up and bring that box with the puppy and put it outside, behind the house where there used to be a chicken barn.

The next morning when Adeline and I woke up, we want to play with that puppy again.

But when we get out to the box, we saw the puppy lying down with it's eyes closed, dead.

It rained after grandma and I left it outside the house.

I didn't know anything.

Because of myself, I left a puppy to dead, wet and cold, in the middle of the night.

It's been so long and now only I regret for what I did.

Now only I know that i'm the one to be blamed for this.

Now only I understand the feeling.

Now only I feel bad.

Sigh.

How selfish was I back then?

VERY.

How I wish I knew how to think better last time.

Then this would not have happened.

A dog's life will be saved.

Imagine how would that dog feel?

Suddenly got someone take care of him, feed him, and then left him to dead outside in the rain at night.

Gosh.

I'm so selfish.

How are you?

2009-09-16T15:31:00.003+08:00

I'm PERFECTLY fine here. Don't ask me how am i doing here anymore PLEASEE. haha

Everyone I know here in Australia, all also start conversation with how are you wan.

Meet only how are you, talk on the phone also how are you, sms also how are you, just met in the morning and meet again in the evening also how are you.

I answer until damn scared and sien already lar. So, please don't ask me how am i anymore k? haha

I've became damn lazy to update my blog already lar recently. =P

Not that I don't have the time but I just feel lazy to type so much. hehe

This week in my college is already Week 9 man. Final week for this term already.

My biggest assignment is due on this Friday and I gotta finalise it tomorrow.

Just now went around the whole city to gather brochures and catalogues to be used as my assignment's Appendix. Walked for like 3 hours man. I don't even remember when was the last time I walked this long. hehe Today confirm lose 2kg already lar at least. =P

This weekend onwards I got 2 weeks of holiday man!

Who wanna come Melbourne find me?

Someone come lar please. If not I sure sibek sien wan.

Everyday hang out with classmates, holiday also with classmates only.

Not to say they're very interesting also. hehe =P

Or anyone wana sponsor me air ticket to go back Malaysia? haha

Last month, August, already sibek alot people birthday already lar.

This month also not much difference only. Feels like damn alot of people birthday lar.

If I wish you all already, I wish you all here again lar k. hehe

Happy 22nd Birthday, Adeline!

Happy 49th Birthday, Pa!

Happy 20th Birthday, Stella!

Happy dunno-how-old Birthday, Krit from Thailand!

Happy 9th Birthday, Jasmine!

Happy 20th Birthday, Elaine!

and I think Nadelyn's birthday also this month, if i'm not wrong. haha

Shit. I forgotten my ex's birthday. =P

If it's this month then,

Happy 17th Birthday, Nadelyn!

Oh ya!

Few things I wana lansi here. haha

I improve damn alot in cooking already man!

I love my cooking more and more already.

Dunno why it's starting to taste better and not so many 'chao-ta' already. =P

Yesterday I went shopping and buy myself a suit and 2 ties!

Fuh~ I look sibek smart in that suit.

I see already also fall in love with myself lar.

Tomorrow i'm gonna wear it to a site visit.

Hopefully the boss notice me and hire me lar. hahaha

Last but not least,

I BOUGHT THE TICKET TO WORLD'S SUPREMACY BATTLEGROUND ALREADY!!

WOOHOO~~~

I cannot wait for anyone of you to decide whether to come and watch or not lar because the seats are filling up damn fast. I scared if I don't buy, later no seats already. hehe

But I think most of you won't come wan lar, rite? =P

BUT if you wana come, still can wan. Beside my seat got one empty seat, I don't think anyone will buy that seat kua. haha So, if wana come then faster decide lar. I can help u buy the ticket first.

This post no picture to show lar. No need scroll already for those of you like Kangaroo ar who wana see picture only wan. Not read my blog wan. haha

Tomorrow i'm gonna be sibek leng chai. Tomorrow only take picture lar. hehe

That's all for now!

Take care everyone.

Enjoy your holidays!

Miss all of you!

我要回家。

2009-09-09T01:46:00.003+08:00

兩個月而已。

感覺好像來了sibek久。

原來才兩個月。

希望時間快一點過啦。

我要回家！

Astro Battleground~

2009-09-05T23:42:00.001+08:00

Good Luck and All The Best

MAX IDENTITY!!!

EVENTS~~

2009-09-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

FUH~

It's 1.45am now and..

I just came back from the fashion show event.

My first event in Melbourne!! haha

But work here got no pay wan, it's a volunteer job.

I have to do it for my assignments.

Damn cun rite? Assignment is go out and do watever i used to do. haha

I sibek miss working in event.

At last I got the chance here! =P

and the best thing is, all the event managers and even the boss! said that we did a very VERY good job and they're gonna write us recommendations, be our referees and on top of that, PUT US IN THEIR DATABASE. hahaha

oh! one of the event managers is damn freaking hot! =P

Which means, i'm gonna get paid-event-job in the future and this company is in the fashion line.

So, maybe one day, my backstage thing will come back again! lol.

Too bad I didn't get to work backstage this time. Maybe next time. =P

This company is really good. They stationed us in the bar counter and tell us that we can drink while we serve. lol. but shit, they only have beer. =| Too bad for me. lol.

Alrite, I gotta go to bed now already because tomorrow I have to work again, for the MCG-highly-paid-job. haha

Goodnight guys!

I LOVE EVENTS!!

The one thing that everyone hates.

2009-09-02T02:09:00.001+08:00

EXAMINATIONS!!

Good Luck and All The Best, Tarcians!

P.S. I got no exams here. =P

Now I Understand. =P

2009-08-31T20:01:00.003+08:00

Sorry ar recently I sibek lazy wana blog. Don't know why. haha

As Angku said, sorry for letting my blog grow spider web. =P

Last time I see Roo do assignment do until sibek happy.

And I always say she chisin wan.

Never see people do assignment do until so happy before.

NOW I UNDERSTAND that feeling. haha

Yuan lai do assignment about something you like is different from doing something you don't like de. The feeling damn nice man. Do 20 pages like just did 2 pages only. Keep on doing until cannot stop. No, it's don't wana stop. hahaha I also feel I a bit chisin already. Never expect this to come from myself. Since standard 2, I already damn lazy wana do homework, everytime try to escape from teacher and dad or copy from friends only without knowing what i'm writing. Now, the whole piece of assignment is done by myself man! The feeling of satisfaction really damn nice.

Love this type of feeling. lol.

Another satisfaction is cooking, man. Filling up my own stomach with the food I cooked myself. haha I admit, although the food sometimes turned out chao-ta or the taste a bit not nice, a bit only ar, haha but I still feel damn satisfied everytime I finish eating. Kinda happy lar actually. hahaha

I don't know how long am I gonna be like this man. Totally different from the Damien you guys knew before, rite? LOL. I noticed the change in myself also. A bit weird but i'm happy for this change. At least I change for the better, not the worse. =)

I don't know why August so many people birthday leh. Hot month to born baby is it? Because it's the 8th month? 888! FAT FAT FAT?? haha Luckily i'm not in Malaysia, if not buy present and celebrate all, I sure pok kai already. hahaha =P Sorry lar, u guys chose the wrong date to be born, not I don't wana celebrate with you. hehe

From Malaysia,

Happy 22nd Birthday to Lim Shan Yie.

Happy 20th Birthday to Angie & Jackson.

Happy 18th Birthday to Alicia and Jenny.

I feel I forgotten another junior but can't remember who already.

If you're reading this and your birthday is in August,

Happy Birthday to you lar. hahaha

From Australia,

Happy 20th Birthday to Sandra from Sweden.

Happy 21st Birthday to Peggy from Thailand.

Happy 27th Birthday to Syer Ahmed Mazahri from Pakistan.

3 of them also my classmates and I got a feeling they are reading my blog already leh.

So, zui hao shi wish mai them lar. hahaha

Last but not least,

Happy 52nd Birthday Malaysia!!

MERDEKA! =)

I still remember 3 years ago's Merdeka eve,

I get my license man.

First time go celebrate an occasion by driving.

First day get license terus stuck in massive traffic jam already. lol.

That time Bernard, William and I went to Pyramid to watch movie.

A bit stupid, because we intended to go and celebrate Merdeka wan.

But when our movie finish, already 2am. haha

But don't care lar. The main thing about that night is driving out only.

I remember I drove my mom's car. hehe

As I heard, TARC now having exam and H1N1 rite? haha

Good Luck and All the Best in your exams and avoiding swine flu! lol!

Fail exam nevermind, don't kena swine flu can already. =P

Seriously, don't kena ar, any of you kena I don't wana go back find you all already.

Kena de please go quarantine yourself or go Alpha jump down lar. haha

Don't jump from C172 ar, because lidat MU will kena also. lol.

Oh ya!

This one cannot forget wan!

Most important topic for this post. haha

WORLD'S SUPREMACY BATTLEGROUND!

In Melbourne leh this year!

29th November 2009

3pm - 9.30pm

Price

$35/$45/$55

Who wanna come accompany me?

Who wanna come and shout Leon's name when elecoldxhot is on stage with me? One human shout the ant also cannot hear leh. I need ALOT of humans. TT humans. haha

Come and accompany me go watch lar. I don't wana go watch alone or with 不會跳舞的 human. Lidat sure sibek sien wan. I wan all of you SH kaki-s come man. Confirm fun dao you forget what is your father's handphone number de. hahaha Sibek weird way to say that but don't care lar. I just wana let you guys know how fun is it gonna be. lol.

Faster go book air ticket lar. I'll see you guys in November! haha

I gotta continue on my assignment already. Wana feel chisin again already. haha

Bye Bye~

I miss everyone and everything in Malaysia like hell! haih~

If come de hua, tapau nasi lemak for me lar. haha

I love all of you! =)

Muaks~

Update you all a bit of my handsome face. =P

After seminar. Taken by the Yarra River. Much cleaner than Klang river. haha
Tak kenal punya human. haha After drinking at a pub.
During the seminar, taken outside the toilet. haha
Taken in a bar quite long ago. Last month I think. haha
This one update until cannot up already wan. haha
Last Friday at a club in St. Kilda to celebrate Ahmed's(far right) Birthday.

Lots of love,
Shit.

Wah

2009-08-23T18:04:00.004+08:00

Now only I realise I one week didn't blog already. =P

I don't know what to talk about already lar.

Everytime feel like blogging but got nothing to say.

Ended up didn't touch anything also. hehe

Oh ya, this thing cannot miss wan.

I know how to cook already man! hahaha

But until now I everyday also cook canned food only lar. =P

Because I don't know how to cook veges leh! sigh~

I know u all confirm say the food I cook look like shit ar, like dog food ar or whatever lar.

But damn nice man! haha

That day I was looking for people to teach me cook rice but no one was there to help. Ishk!

Hamkachan already lar u all?

I always scold hamkachan only, not really ask u all go hamkachan leh.

Come back lar everyone.

Hamka blog die until sibek far already lor.

haih~

The first plate of rice i've ever cooked in my life! =P

This is Corned Beef. The one 031 always eat de. but my one got egg and sausage. hahaha

Last Friday went to a seminar for Events.

Like damn difficult to believe lar.

Last 3 months, i'm in the event crew for seminar.

3 months later, i'm one of the delegates attending the seminar.

Wear same pants, same shirt, maybe same boxers also. haha

Seminar sibek boring man. Listen until almost fall asleep.

If TT human here, the seminar confirm not boring wan. haha

I sibek leng chai. =P

I saw the pictures when you guys go eat the beggar chicken already.

Wah lau. Look damn nice man. Damn sad I cannot be there.

You all some more never tapau and DHL to me. haha

MY brother wear MY shirt, MY jeans, drive MY car, eat MY chicken with MY friends.

but not me. =(

Sibek jealous. haha

Yesterday I went and watch 2 movies man! haha

Laughing Gor and Inglorious Basterds.

Don't go and watch Inglorious Basterds!! Sibek sien. Although a bit bit funny and kanchiong lar. but then most of it talking only wan. Damn boring man. 2 hours and 50 minutes show. Sit until my ass flat ar. haha Laughing Gor damn nice. Go and watch! haha Next week I wana go watch District 9/Funny People. =P Now got people teman me watch movie already. Damn happy. No need watch alone anymore. lol. I want to find sing k kaki lar. hehe

Btw, did you guys saw Bryan's baby already? GO AND SEE MAN!

In LauBu's blog!! TT baby, Karen Toh. hahaha

Kinda regret before I fly I never go find them. sigh.

Next time I go back must go find them!

You all save money ready go Johor with me lar.

No need save money for high cut shoe already lar.

Sibek expensive now. Wait for sales first lar. haha

Today I worked for my 2nd shift already.

With new people and they talk damn AlOT! haha

And before I left, the supervisor invited me to join their team.

WoooOOOoOoOOOoHhhhhhhOOOOOoooOo~~

hahaha

Joining their team = Every weekend also got work = Sibek rich!!

hahahaha

Happy like hell man.

So, tomorrow, I'm gonna treat myself something good to celebrate. =P

You all celebrate with me also lar.

Go eat something good tmrw. haha

K lar. Next time blog again.

Now wana go COOK my OWN DINNER already. hahaha =P

Bye~

I miss you guys ALOT ALOT ALOT!

Muaks!

Sunday morning rain is falling~

2009-08-16T13:05:00.002+08:00

Rain like hell this morning.

And I slept like hell. hahaha

Damn miss the time where I can sleep without setting my alarm clock.

Now everyday also must set. If wake up too late, nothing can be done and one day wasted just like that.

I worked at the Melbourne Cricket Ground already lor!! lol!

Worked for 3 hours only. A bit boring because the people in that stall don't talk wan.

All like bisu already. haha But then don't care lar. As long as I get paid! =P

Go there pack french fries like those in McD only.

Pack 3 hours then sign off and balik. hehe

The people there chisin wan. Like never eat french fries before.

Put 10 packs out, finish in 30 seconds. Wah lau. Challenge me ar? haha

Some more not cheap leh. 1 packet of fries costs $4.70. Have to work in Malaysia's McD 3 hours only can buy one packet here ar! They think free wan meh? hahaha

But don't care much lar. Take my own sweet time and let them wait. Luckily no one bising. haha

Waiting for the next job now. Wonder when only they'll call me again. =|

Yesterday I went and watch movie again! But not alone lar, this time got 3 people! hahaha

Improving already okay. Better than last week already. Slowly slowly will become 21 people again wan lar. You all wait and see lar. lol. Watched The Ugly Truth. Damn funny man that movie. It's a MUST WATCH! If Malaysia released already lar. If not, slowly wait lar. lol! Next week going to watch The Sister's Keeper. I heard it's a very touching movie. Hopefully it'll be good too. Before movie yesterday went and had dinner at an Italian restaurant. The size of the meal there is crazily HUGE man! Luckily I ordered the entree. According to my friend, entree is what they have before their main course. Oh lin! That entree I also almost cannot finish already, how big do you think the main size will be? haha

Today Sunday supposedly is to relax wan but then got damn alot of assignments to do lar! sigh..

112 questions to be submitted tomorrow man. Only halfway through. A bit no mood wana do already but never do also cannot. Apa macam?? haih~

Babi Mashima-Jet. Early morning go put the PM as Ba Kut Teh for breakfast! pokaihamkchan ar. I only have garlic bread for breakfast ar! When only I can have Ba Kut Teh again ar? Can't wait. Saliva all coming out already. haha And I know you guys going to eat the beggar chicken tonight. Better remember to tapau and DHL to me ar. haha. Sibek jealous. Here all chicken chop, chicken burger, chicken & rice but no beggar chicken. Shit.

K lar. I wana continue with my assignment already lar.

Blog again when I got mood. Now a bit no mood. haha

Bye~

<3>

悶到。。。。。。。。

2009-08-12T21:59:00.009+08:00

今天跟classmate去唱k因為要慶祝其中一個的生日。

跟他們唱sibek sien!!!

哦林！哈哈

他們用mic唱，小声過我沒用mic唱。

對螞蟻唱meh???? haih~

我覺得這是最后一次跟他們唱了啦。

我不要sien死在里面。

本來是很期待今天的。

原來越期待就會越失望。

還好我早走因為要去job briefing。

如果還不走，我一定死啊！

哈哈

我有一個classmate從中國來的。

如果給他看到我現在寫的東西。

我就死定了。

希望他不會看到我這個blog。

“一個月咯。還不回來嗎？”

很多人的blog都在講這樣的話。

看到有點開心也有一點傷心。

sibek開心你們還想念我。

我也很想很想回去leh.

皮你們要我回去根多tim.

可是沒有的現在回啦。

等多一下啦。

一下！哈哈。

我一定會回去的。

不懂此時巴了。

這個星期五我要開始做工了！！！

賺多多錢賣機票回去！！=)

sibek好賺這里的錢。

工錢高到林這樣。haha

普通的工錢是二十三塊點三毛。

如果public holiday的話，fuh!! 四十五塊六毛一個小時！！！

我哦好哦哦～～～（woohoo～～～ hahaha)

可是不能天天都做。

有shift的。可是一天有至少三個小時啦。

不能一次過賺完機票的錢。

需要慢慢來。haih~

我的華語improve到很夠力leh。

可是這么樣improve都還是不會用華語寫IMPROVE這兩個字。

哈哈。=P

好了。

今天到這里就好了。

改天才決下去。=）

拜拜！

muaks!

×如果你會讀～啊kent

對不起啊kent。我懂你在等讀我的blog的下一個post。

可是我用華語寫啦這次。

等下一個啦。哈哈×

End of season.

2009-08-10T20:25:00.002+08:00

Haih.

I 1 person emo can make so many people emo together.

You guys shouldn't emo when i'm emo leh.

You guys should cheer me up wan lar.

haha

Wanna make a promise?

Promise each other that emo's season over!

No more emo for now.

Happy, happy and happy only! lol.

Speaking about season, I can't wait for this stupid winter to go away man.

Everyday also damn cold.

Everyday also need to wear jacket go out.

Everyday also need to buy coffee to warm my hands.

I miss the time when I can wear short pants and go anywhere I want. haha

Like Alex told me before, "Appreciate the time when you can wear short pants everyday."

Because according to him, when we start working already, very little to wear short pants everyday already.

But different case for me, I can wear short pants now IF I wanna freeze to death. lol!

Everyday wear long pants, only in the house can wear short pants.

Today in F&B class, we learn to make cocktails leh!

haha

Now only I know how those different cocktails taste like.

Sibek suck!

I don't know why people likes alcohol so much either.

Personally, I don't like the taste and the tipsy-ness. =P

Just now on the way back, I heard breakbeat in my ipod. Oh lin.

Sibek miss bboy. haha

Ended up bboy for 1 hour in my room and I think I improve already leh.

My L kick like hang longer than before already.

Sibek bu xi guan.

And my elbow freeze sibek stable!

Maybe because too cold lar.

So my freeze become more stable already.

hahaha

Cold = freeze

Make sense? lol.
After bboy, as usual, I lie on the floor to rest "for a while" and I ended up sleeping on the floor.

hahaha

Feels so much like college hall with the breakbeat I on and my sweat. lol.

Sleep quite long tim. haha =P

In my previous post, Ah Kent diu kao me.

Dei, you are supposed to cheer me up man! Not scolding me for being sad!

haha

But your comment made me laugh also lar. lol.

I'm not gonna be lonely anymore man!

I got the job! THE JOB!

LOL!

And i'm gonna get paid $23.30 per HOUR.

If I work 3 hours, I will get paid more than I work 1 full day of event in Malaysia man.

muahahahaha!

Like kena lottery only. lol.

And this wednesday is Sandra's birthday, for those that don't know who is Sandra, scroll down and look for my picture in Australia, and see. haha

We going to sing k man! woohoo!!

Damn long never sing already. hehe

And this Saturday, we're going to watch movie.

Not alone anymore. haha

It feels so much better knowing what i'm gonna do for the whole week.

Not like last Saturday, on the streets already still don't know what to do.

Thanks alot to all of you that show your concern and i'm sorry for making you guys sad together-gether. lol.

We're all in this together ma rite?

So, next time i'm sad, you guys better cheer me up.

Not sad together with me!!

hahaha

Don't worry about me already.

I'm totally fine now. =)

It's like moodswings only.

I becoming more and more girlish already lar shit.

Maybe I should eat chocolate to avoid moodswings. hahaha

Oh! Oh! Btw, go read Lala's blog.

Sibek sohai!

Her title is SOMA, Sad One Month Anniversary. hahaha

Lala,

One month only,

How to go back?

Sot ar? lol.

Love you guys! =)

Full Moon and One Star

2009-08-09T01:54:00.004+08:00

I don't know what is wrong with the moon.

Everytime when i'm damn sad, it would be a full moon wan.

I still remember the day my dad booked the flight ticket for me.

It was a full moon that night.

I remember the mixed feeling I had.

The night before I fly to Australia.

It was a full moon too.

I remember 6th of July, when I left MU and go home until the time I left to the airport.

I saw 9 aeroplanes in total.

9 man!

Very unusual.

That night I was damn damn damn sad.

I wana cry but I couldn't cry out.

I could only drop a few drops of tears.

Tonight, it's a full moon again.

Saturday night.

I had to go through it alone.

None of my friends wants to come out.

Eat dinner alone.

Walk in the streets alone.

Don't know where to go.

I just follow my legs.

They are moving but my head is empty.

I'm walking without a direction and no destination.

Walked for one and a half hour.

Saw people bboy.

Don't dare to go near them and talk to them.

Just stand far far and watch.

Then continue walking.

Saw a cinema.

Ended up going in to watch a movie.

ALONE.

I thought myself "Alright, after this movie, all this sadness will go away."

I thought I won't feel any worse already wan.

BUT

When the show ends, the credits come out along with the song, Boom Boom Pow.

HAMKACHAN!

Want me to sad how long oh?

Want to kill me meh?

The last movie I watched, I had to buy 21 tickets.

TWENTY ONE TICKETS!

Tonight, I went to the counter and asked for 1 ticket.

ONE MISERABLE TICKET!

I never asked for this in my whole 20 years of life.

NEVER!

Can you see the difference?

How pathetic.

I know I shouldn't think and act this way.

I know I should move on already.

I couldn't.

I tried and tried and tried.

I still couldn't do it.

I don't know why.

I want this feeling to go away.

I want it to disappear!

I want to study happily!

I want to do what I wanted to do!

I want it to be done perfectly!

I want to be HAPPY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The moon, I don't know why it would always be a full moon.

It's like reminding me each time i'm sad that there's always light no matter how dark it is.

There's always a bright light somewhere.

I just have to look for it

and go towards it.

Someone, something, anyone, anything

Please guide me.

Please release me from this pain.

Please get me out of this mess.

Please...

Cannot sleep ah!!!

2009-08-06T23:38:00.004+08:00

Sigh.

Tomorrow morning I got test at 8am leh.

Now is like 1am already and I still can't sleep.

I came across this song today in the tram on the way home..

Made my mood damn down. ='(

现在也只能欣赏

唯一的合照一张

淡忘了的是那个街角

想念的是当时的微笑

生活中交错失望

越想念就越孤单

若再被寂寞迎头赶上

多感伤原来只是正常

你是不是也在品尝

一个人的咖啡和天光

是不是也忽然察觉到

多出时间看天色的变换

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点

也许我们都忽略

互相伤害之外的感觉

如果哪一天我们都发现

好聚好散不过是种遮掩

如果我们没发现

就给彼此多一点时间

This is the translation in english.

Now we can only appreciate
The only photo of a
Forgotten is that the corner
Miss the smile was the fact that

Staggered disappointed life
More more lonely miss
If the catch up was lonely
More than just sentimental original normal

Are you also enjoy
A person's coffee and sky
Is not aware of all of a sudden
More time to read the weather change

If one day we meet again
Time will be back a little
Perhaps we have neglected
Hurt the feeling of each other outside
If one day we all found
But is a cover好聚好散
If we did not find
Give each other a little more time

_________________

Not I translate wan ar.

I used google translator.

No one here to translate and read for me already.

='(

Love

2009-08-04T03:08:00.004+08:00

I just finish reading back my whole blog.

The day I created this blog, I had already decided to come to Melbourne.

Reading back all the things that I've gone through.

All the sadness.

And all the supportive comments.

Things are not the same here for me.

It's a different world here.

Right now, I've got no friends that can sohai with me like you guys do.

I still don't feel the love that I had.

But I feel i've grown up alot after going through all those obstacles.

This post got no point.

I don't even know why am I writing this.

I just wana write something.

I wana tell you guys how much I love you guys and how much I miss you guys.

But words just cannot describe it.

I tried my best to appreciate everything before I came.

I tried my best to put everything in place for myself.

But somehow I think I failed.

I don't know why.

Everything's going fine and smooth for me right here in Melbourne.

What about you guys in Malaysia?

Is everything fine?

I doubt but I hope so.

I don't know what to say.

The only thing I know is I miss each and every single one of you.

Before I leave, I didn't knew that we shared so much love together.

I thought it's just the fun by being together and do sohai things.

But it's not.

I fell in love with everyone of you.

Things are just not right without you guys.

We always said that "TT human can survive anywhere in the world"

The truth is Yes, we definitely can if we are together.

If we are not together, it's just too difficult to find people of our level to enjoy together.

We grew up together for 2 years, not too long nor too short.

Our mindset and thinking are just almost the same after going through everything together.

That's why we enjoy each other's company.

I doubt there will be anymore chance of getting together with another bunch of humans that will happen to be the same attitude.

Same shit, different day.

That's us.

Right now for me is,

Different shit, different day.

Gosh. I most probably have said this a thousand times but I still wanna say it.

How nice it would be if we can turn back time and freeze it?

That would be the greatest pleasure of all.

Sigh.

Right now, I just gotta concentrate more on my goal and move on from the past.

But i'm sure all of you know how difficult it is to move on from the 2 years we spent together.

Why am I the one that gotta start this assignment?

No example, no reference, no lecture notes, no tutorial, nothing.

Sibek difficult.

I just wanna say

I love you guys and I miss you guys like hell.

I miss Momentous.

Leng Chai

2009-08-02T21:27:00.003+08:00

haha the title is unrelated. I don't know what title to use for this post.

Recently, I heard alot of bad news. Actually is just these 2 days.

But no matter what is it, I respect all the decisions you guys make.

And I will still always be there for you guys if you guys need someone to talk to or someone to scold.

I just finish one of my assignments. This week have to answer 26 questions only man. haha

The best thing is from this week onwards, I don't have to attend the class on Tuesday.

Because on Tuesday, there's only a 1 hour lecture. My classmates bising bising with the lecturer until she say we can don't go and we'll slot that lecture class in next term. hahaha

Now, in one week, I only got 3 days of classes. 2 days start at 8am and the other 1 day ends at 1pm. =|

Tuesday, Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday i'm sibek free. Anyone wanna go out together? hehe

Yesterday when I wake up, before I open my eyes, I have this strange feeling...

It feels exactly like i'm in MU... I was damn happy and excited for that one or two seconds but when I open my eyes... It's a silent and cold de Australia...........

SIGH.

I guess I miss Malaysia too much already until i'm fantasizing about it.

But that few seconds of happiness, cannot be described. DAMN HAPPY. lol.

I'm gonna go sleep now and hopefully tomorrow morning, i'll feel that happiness one more time.

Or let me have a sweet dream tonight. hehe

Goodnight guys.

Lots of love! =)

With 4 of my classmates in Werribee Zoo.

Top(left to right): Me, Ines from France, Ben from Mauritius.

Bottom(left to right): Linnea and Sandra from Sweden.

Talentime

2009-08-01T13:13:00.004+08:00

I'm glad to know that this year's finalists are just like us during our time.

Our time, sounds a bit old saying this.

Couldn't deny the fact, we're old already.

Right now de us is just like Ah Fai, Ah Fong, Jacob, Mun Yee, Woon Woon when we were a finalist.

I already spent half the day looking back at our pictures, our videos, our memories.

It had all became a memory saved in us already.

No more "right now", it's all "last time".

I'm happy and glad to have appreciated all the time we had together last time when we were finalists.

Meeting at college hall everyday, training, sleeping in college hall's corridor, eating at TBR before training, performing at canteen 2, the empty stomach while training, the sohainess we had, watch movie right after training in our smelly clothes and messy hair, bboy in times square before the movie start, playing in the arcades, take stupid pictures, eating in BRJ after training, train at the basketball court at midnight, train in MU, kena warning by guard, go photoshooting, make up kao kao, hair do leng chai leng chai, go tian hou gong pai pai, go titiwangsa eat durian, go chow kit see ah gua, go sg wang take da dou tie, do sohai walk in sg wang, sohai walk in tesco kelantan, bra ma sambal, the shower we had in bra's auntie house, climb the mountain, see sunrise, drive 2 and a half hours and non-stop talking in the car, go genting drink milo panas, go genting celebrate birthday, L kick here L kick there, U shape table in BRJ, shout roti telur! milo ais! teh o ais!, play pool, play snooker, sing k sohai way, go see competition together, go perform together, perform in canteen 2, sohai ending everytime, happy ending everytime, last minute add member into performance, eat at canteen 2 with all dancing finalists, finish exam together at the same time, study in mcD, eat mcD breakfast, go redang, snorkelling together, take picture together, wear leng chai leng chai work together, last minute plan de clubbing, last minute plan de movies,watch movie together in 31's room, then sleep together, go pasar malam buy alot alot of food, buy durian, swimming, do sohai human cantum human in water, do invert in water, all kinds of birthday celebration, tt nite actual day, sibek chio de opening, sibek sohai de backstage, "zha bao ta" de ending, I LOVE TARC de post mortem, rm1.70 de ah chua, kena clap hand by ah rain, go chee cheong kai buy costume until late for rehearsel, eat guai ling gou, kena diao dao luan, sohai de sean, Manchester United de charlie, kena dengue de Kayu, 'lu ren' de woon2, copy step from BRJ de movie, learn leon de high level step, teach u all my high level top rock, learn elaine de kik dao luan moves, practise stunts, always ready kena diao together if don have 80%, boikot ppl de hamka, C172 - tt de headquarters, curi banner before tt end, go in boy toilet together, go in girl toilet together, ai mei here ai mei there, best of all, performing on college hall's stage..

But now, all of this, they are just memories, happy memories.

Being a TT Finalists, it's really a once in a lifetime chance, it's impossible to go back and be a finalists again anymore. No more.

I really miss being a finalist.

I sibek miss all those things we did.

That one year being a tt junior, and another year being a tt senior, really made my life colourful.

Changed my life.

Changed my path.

How I wish everything can go back in time and stop right there.

Yes just right there at the moment where we enjoy ourselves the most.

But it's impossible.

Everything is passed down to the new generation of TT.

Our fun, our friendship, our college hall time, our family.

Everything also we give to them.

It's all theirs now.

Hopefully they will appreciate it just like the way we do.

All I can say is,

TT IS THE BEST THING EVER HAPPENED TO ME.

Everything that comes along with TT, it's a gift.

This moment is ours!!

WooOOOoooHooooOoooOoOO!~~~

2009-07-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

haha unrelated title. Don't care about it.

I had my haircut already! Sibek short! But too bad, i'm not gonna post photos here to show you guys. Whoever that wana see come webcam me lar. I bet you are gonna laugh your asses off. hehe

If wana see remember faster come and webcam with me you know.

If not later grow long back, no chance already. hehe

Today I got no class and I stayed at home whole day man. SIEN.

But then I cleaned up my room and unpacked everything already.

So it's not so messy anymore and I made a few changes to the way the furnitures was placed.

Now my room have bigger space already. I can do L kick in my room already which I already did once I was done shifting the furnitures. =P

I still can do leh despite not doing for so long already. hehe

My forever-cannot-hang-long-de-L-kick is back. lol.

What happened in Malaysia? Blogging season ar?

Why everyone is so active in blogs now?

Even die so long already de Ah Kent is back in his blog. haha

Welcome back bro.

I'm still here all the time if you wana share dirty jokes and wet dreams. hahahaaha

The only difference is we won't be sitting at mamak to talk about it only. hehe

Where's Lala? Disappear already? Never seen her online for a few days already. Jump down from C172 already ar? hehe Faster come find me leh. I wanna continue my "lian xi ju". hahaha

Kangaroo leh? Hamkachan already also? Or do assignment do until sot already? Faster find me online lar. Got 8 gua ar diao. haha

Sibek miss you guys. Just now I unpack that time I saw my birthday card. SIGH..

Then unpack some more, I saw the clown hat. SIGHSIGHSIGH...

haha

Just now around 5pm I went out for a walk. The sun is quite hot that time. Reminds me of Malaysia. If i'm in KL, that would be the time we go TBR to eat and then go college hall dance already. hehe So how's college hall? Spider web full already or not? Or everyday also got junior go clean it with new top rock? hahaha What kind of metaphor is that. lol.

That's it for today.

Good luck and all the best to BOIZ and Jackson in the ALOHA Finals.

Just like the previous quote, lose don't come find me. haha

Hope you guys are happy all the time.

Those that are sad, find a way yourself to make yourself happy. lol.

BYE! =)

New House! Q612.

2009-07-27T23:21:00.004+08:00

Well, as you all know, I shifted already; from my aunt's place into a new house in the city.

The address is 612 Queensberry street. So, I guess it's Q612 then. Not C172 anymore. =(

Q612 is a freaking huge house. There's 15 rooms including mine. 2 washing machines. 2 dryers. 2 living room and 1 MU-living-room-sized kitchen. haha

Really damn big rite?

And my room.. sibek messy. hahahaha

It's just nice for 1 person. If 2 person then it'll be a bit small already but I still can bboy in my room. =P

Konon lar 15 housemates. I stayed here for like 3 days already and i've only met 4 of them which I only know one guy's name and he's from Subang. The rest are just hi-bye housemates. A bit boring and i'm still hoping that they'll be a crazy bunch of people. Just like C172!!!! hahaha

My cute little heater. Don't look down on it okay. It's damn powerful. hahaha

Yesterday night, I went to my Pakistani friend's house for a so-called shisha party.

He's living outside the city with his brother and a few friends. His house is DAMN FREAKING NICE MAN!!! It's something like a 5 star hotel suite. Oh lin. I see already sibek jealous. haha But the rent is crazy lar. AUD$3300 per month. It's like RM10,000 already. Rent half year here can buy a house in Malaysia already. haha But still, the house really damn nice. Inside the toilet got jacuzzi man! Can fit 3-4 people. lol. And and, the Pakistani food he made for us taste damn cun!! Wah lau! All these while I think their food looked like 大便 but after I tasted it, I want more man. hahaha I guess 大便 will somehow like 大便 food. LOL.

I will definitely go to his house damn often already I think. =P

Look at the damn toilet. Toilet also so high class already. Imagine the whole house. FUH!

Oh ya! Tomorrow, i'm going for my haircut with my friend from China. He wants to cut botak and i'm thinking whether I wana do the same thing or not too.. haha I can't imagine myself botak leh. What do you guys think? Botak or mohawk? I want my hair to be short lar because the haircut here damn expensive. hehe.

Babi you all. Nowadays write blog never ajak me already lar? pkhkc. I don't even understand the title. So I didn't use it. hehe

That day in my friend's house, I showed them Ex-TT Maximerz dance and they said VERY GOOD SHOW. WoohOO~ haha But most of them liked Lala's part. hahaha. All also hamsap wan. Not me ar, it's them. =P After that they asked me dance a bit show them but I didn't dance. I just do freeze show them only. I still can do the elbow freeze but SHIT! I can't do L kick man!! Ohlin. I need to find somewhere where I can practise already lar. If not sure can't catch up already. haha

Just now only kena screwed by Roo. She said I promised to update blog everyday but now!? hahaha Sorry lar. I also got alot of things to do leh. Like shopping ar, sleep ar, watch movie ar, etc. hahaha My assesments all coming already leh and the worst part is my course is 100% assesments. Meaning no examination. I'm so not used to doing homework already man. That day I did one of them which is just to answer 60 questions, I took 3 full hours to complete it. OMG. I really need to get use to it real quick wei. Sigh(my style). haha

I bet all of you are missing my "haih" and "emm hmmmmmmmm~" rite? rite? rite?

hahahahahaha

Yesterday I was damn bored while waiting for the tram to come home. So.. I camwhored. hahaha =P

The timetable of the tram that goes to my house.

Elizabeth street view at night.

And last but not least, ME! haha

I didn't grew fatter okay. It's the camera angle.

In fact, I grew thinner!! 77kg already leh. hahaha

goodnight! =)

Damn kao miss all of you.... and Malaysian food..

HUGS!!!!